Walks to the stage, a slight smirk on her face
As if she was Ms. Universe
But underneath, a monster tugs at her cheeks
She thinks 'What could be worse?'
Caring friends, adoring parents,
All she needs is right by her side
Except that growing monster,
That's eating out her insides
Pride becomes disappointment
Regret sweeping like a mop
'It's not easy' she whispers; her mind
A roller coaster, her stomach the drop
But she never lets it show in her eyes
A strong lady she wanted to seem
Never a drop fell out her left eye
Except in her land of dreams...
The pink in her lips withered away,
Her eyes darker than ever!
Bones so weak, but heart so strong
Her acts were oh so clever!
Deceiving and daring, the monster pries
Attacking when she's most vulnerable
Suicide, pain, it creeps in her mind
And now it's becoming unstoppable
Each day her mind splits in two
Now it's a jigsaw puzzle!
Made of memories the monster maintains
He covers her sanity with a muzzle
The police can't help, nor the detectives
Because this monster's invisible
So when you're fooled by her smile
Remember that monster is a psychological criminal
A psychological monster buried inside....
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