"After some time," I said, "I realize that maybe you're right. Having some time to think did help cool things down."
"Seth-"
"Going to get there."
He nods.
My palms tightly wrap around the flower stems, "For a while now, I've been feeling very insecure when I see Mary and you together."
Eli puts a hand over mine, "We aren't like that."
"I know-" my voice cracks, "but, when you guys have these inside jokes. These meet up that no one knows about. These things together. I just feel...awful."
"I...I didn't know."
I gave him a strained smile, "I...I feel like I'm going crazy with these...these scenarios I keep making up in my head and, I keep wondering if-" For days, I keep thinking of what's real and what's made up in my head. And in the end, I realized that the accusations I somehow made may not be reality. I forced it to be my reality.
Eli embraces me, "Hey it's okay," he says. "It's okay to feel that way."
"I'm not- I shouldn't-"
"Hey. Hey." He holds my face, "It's okay because I feel that way too. When I see you smiling or laughing at some other guy, I feel so frustrated. And you can't imagine how many times I made up these non-existent scenarios inside my head."
"You...do?"
He nods, "Yeah. Once I made up this scenario where you and Ben were secretly dating and you guys were using Winnie and me as covers."
"Ben?"
He nods, "Yeah. I got it bad."
"Eli-"
"Ben. Seth - obviously. Everyone you've ever made eye contact with." He ran his thumb across my wet cheek, "And I keep telling myself," he says softly, "She's not like that. You can trust her. Because she's faithful. She got a good heart. And someone with a good heart would never...never do something like that."
I shake my head, "I don't have a good heart."
He smiles, "Then, it's a good thing you have mine."
I was trying to be serious, I really did but with his cheesy comment, I couldn't help but burst out into laughter. I slap his chest, "No one wants your heart."
"And why not?"
"Your heart can't handle me." And all the baggage I carry.
"Well, you don't know until you put a foot on the heavy heart but full of love express. Choo. Choo."
I exhale softly, "Why are you so sweet?"
"I'm a product."
"A product?"
"Filled with 99.99% percent sweetness."
"And the .01%?"
"You saw it a few days ago." He smiles, "But 99.99% is a passing grade so they put me on the shelf and well, you grab me."
"Did I really?"
"Purchase me."
"I don't know about that."
"And now you're going to have to use this jar of sweetness until there's nothing left but-"
"-an angry old grouch?"
He smiles, "Doesn't that sound nice?"
"Only in your ears."
"Well, anything that has you in it sounds good in my ears."
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