58 : Wrecked World

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He held my hands and swallowed a few times
" Ana. This is a misunderstanding.
Please listen to me.
Please Baby.

This is not love.
Maybe you confused some other feeling as love for me.

You don't love me that way either.
I am sure that you are mistaking your adore for Me, your best friend, as love Ana.

Please believe me.
This is a misinterpretation. "

My breath stuck in my lungs.
The organ asphyxiates in the need of some oxygen, but can get none.

The feeling of being choked overtaking me.

It's like someone took my dream and tore it apart.

Like someone placed me in my worst nightmare.

I started panting
" No. Haans. No.
Listen. To. Me .

You are in love with me. "

He cut me off in a rush
" No I am not, Ana."

I froze and he continued

" I am not in love with you
And
You are not in love with Me. "

And just like that.
It was destroyed.

𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑼𝒕𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒂...
𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑶𝒀𝑬𝑫.

I stumbled away from him.
Walking backward while looking at Him in devastation.

The first tear fell
And then the next
Then the next
And within seconds I was covered in tears.

My breath coming out in sobs
My legs stumbling backward
My vision blurred with tears, still looking at him in agony.

My back collided with something and I lost my footing.

" Ana "
I saw his blurred figure rush toward me and he held me before I could fall.

But I was unaware of anything.
Anything other than 𝑴𝒚 𝑯𝒂𝒂𝒏𝒔.
My World.
My whole Universe.

He wiped away my tears with his thumbs.

Once my vision cleared, I saw his eyes filled with pain and tears too.

" Haans "
I sobbed

His tears fell
" Ana "
He held me close.

" Haans.
You- you ..... "
I couldn't speak anymore.

" I am sorry, Ana.
I really am sorry.
But this isn't what you think it is. You will see it too.

Please don't cry.
Please Ana. "

" But....I know "
I mumbled

" Ana, believe me. It's a misunderstanding. It'll go away. We just need to --- "

I couldn't understand what he said after that.

My ears buzzed and everything became void.

It's like I was sucked into a vacuum.
Every sound, every word just vanished.

I could see his lips moving.
I could see him looking absolutely petrified of something.
I could see him hyperventilating.

But....
It's empty.

Everything's Empty.

" Go "
I mumbled, after I don't know how long.

His lips stopped moving.

" Go Haans "
I whispered

" What? "
He shuddered

" Go "
He was about to say something but I cut him off with a plead
" Please "

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