"Julia?" Juniper asked causing me to look over at her. "Why did you let us go?" She asked innocently, watching me with her stuffed animal in her hand.
Carter and Sam were standing next to her. In the distance I heard a smacking sound and Jenna crying out in pain.
"I didn't want to, love." I said quietly, my voice cracking. "We trusted you." Sam said as I closed my eyes.
"There was nothing I could do. I failed you." I said as a tear fell down my cheek.
"We trusted him." Carter said and pointed into the void.
When I turned all of my siblings disappeared and Adam was standing there in his fake cop uniform.
"Hey, baby." He said and came over to me, kissing my neck. "Get off of me." I whispered and tried to push him away.
"Come on, baby. You know you want it." He said and pushed me down, getting on top of me.
I sobbed as he continued doing whatever he wanted.
"Hey!" Colby screamed then shot Adam, causing the scene to change.
I was standing in the middle of the void, my belly rounded with a baby inside.
I put my hands on my belly and felt the pain starting to erupt inside of me.
"Help!" I gasped, crying out from the pain. "I'm leaving." Colby's voice sounded as I looked around.
"I needed you." I cried, feeling the belly disappear. Colby showed up in front of me again, a somber look on his face.
"I never loved you." He said then clenched his jaw. "I wish you would have stayed away." He said then pulled a gun on me.
"Please." I begged as a hard glare I didn't recognize filled his features.
I closed my eyes, waiting for the pain to hit me but heard the gun go off and a pain fill my stomach.
My eyes flew open as I gasped, looking around the unfamiliar room. I tried to calm myself down, but I needed to get some water or something.
I got out of bed and shakily made my way out to the main area where the kitchen was.
Colby was sound asleep on the couch so I had to make sure to not wake him.
I tried to calm my racing heart but ended up hyperventilating. I was starting to panic and I couldn't find a glass to get the water.
I leaned against the counter, unable to catch my breath.
I must have been being too loud because Colby sat up and looked over at me.
"What's with the noise?" He asked as hot tears rolled down my cheeks while I gasped for air.
"Hey." He said and stood up, walking over. "I can't breathe." I choked out as he sighed and opened a cabinet, grabbing a glass.
"You've gotta relax." He said and filled the glass with water for me. "I'm trying, dickhead!" I snapped as he chuckled.
"Fine. Figure it out." He said then went back to the couch so he could lay down again.
I took the glass of water and took a sip. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on breathing because the sick feeling inside of me was was boiling up.
I stood there, struggling for a minute before Colby sat up again.
"I'm sorry." I whispered as he stood up. "What's got you all bent out of shape?" He asked and came over to hug me.
"Gee, I don't fucking know." I mumbled, thinking of the long list of things bothering me.
