Heaven Warrior

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"So how do we deal with it? How can we help her overcome all of this? She's missing school, days at a time because of this and the separation anxiety." Zylin asked.

"So as far as the selective mustism we can try behavioral and cognitive therapy. If we start with that, we'll also want her to start going to speech therapy as well. There is medication for it, but we highly suggest trying the therapy first." Dr. Patios explained.

"As far as the separation anxiety, there is a form of medication that we can try to put her on, but we suggest talk therapy also known as psychotherapy. It's basically counseling where we can try to reduce the symptoms of separation anxiety." The pediatric psychologist explained.

"When can we start therapy for both..could we do like one session that includes both therapies?" Heaven asked, trying not to become overwhelmed.

"We want y'all to be her counselors, nobody else. We need the best of the best." Zylin added.

Both professionals nodded. "So I'm booked everyday during the week, but I do offer weekend sessions that's usually done at the patient's home or wherever you guys choose." Dr. Patios suggested.

Heaven and Zylin looked at each other. "You think we should go with Sundays? I could change my availability and be off for Sundays and Mondays." Heaven asked.

"Yeah, I'll block off all appointments for Sundays too." Zylin agreed.

"We got other kids too, will that be a problem?" Zylin asked, returning his attention back to Dr. Patios.

"No sir not at all. Are we agreeing on house sessions every Sunday? Let's say noon?" She asked, writing down the information.

"Yes ma'am that sounds good." Heaven nodded. "Thank you so much." She added, standing to her feet. "Ma Ma, baby I can't hold you."

"Mommy please." Zuri whined, trying to climb into Heaven's arms.

"No problem. You guys can stop at the front desk to get everything you need to know, and they'll also set up your form of payments." Dr. Patios nodded.

"Preciate that." Zylin nodded.

"Babe, can you please get her. I can't pick her up." Heaven sighed. "Ma Ma, baby I'm not going anywhere." She stated, trying to reassure Zuri.

Zylin swiftly scooped Zuri up into his arms, walking out of the room. Heaven gathered their things before walking behind them, trying to tune out her daughter's cries. She felt like her brain was about to explode.

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"She looks beautiful. Heaven you did a good job." Jayda mumbled, staring down at Paisyn as she laid in the customized casket that Heaven had made.

Heaven had told DCFS that she would handle everything as far as Paisyn's funeral and burial arrangements. She had gotten a customized lavender casket made that had Paisyn's name airbrushed on the side. She bought the clothes that Paisyn would wear, and paid to have her hair and makeup done.

On top of that, she had paid for Paisyn's headstone.

There wasn't a funeral, but just a open casket visitation. It was strictly for Paisyn's coworkers and Heaven. Of course Jayda attended to support Heaven.

"Thank you. I really tried my best." Heaven sniffed, hugging herself. "I-I didn't want any bruises to be visible on her face." She added.

"Well whatever makeup artist you hired made sure of that. I just—damn I wish we could've done more." Jayda sighed. She didn't know Paisyn from a can of paint, but she was only a couple of years older than Angel, so her situation and death hit her.

"She died in my arms. I-I tried my best. I should've helped her sooner." Heaven shakily spoke, on the verge of a breakdown. She couldn't get the image of Paisyn dying in her arms out of her head. She couldn't get her cries out of her head. "Failed her Jay. I freaking failed her."

"Heav, baby you did not fail her. Her foster parents and the system failed her. You did the best that you could, yeah we could've went sooner but that doesn't change the fact that the system has been failing her for years. We will get justice for her, believe that." Jayda spoke.

"L-Lana was literally in the same position as her, but it was being done by her fucking sister. Her own blood sister manipulated her, took advantage of her, molested her, tortured her, and left her to fucking die." Heaven spoke.

"She put Solana in the fucking walls, leaving her for dead. I found her. I fucking found her Jay! She was barely alive." She mugged. "Lana was in that institution for months! She tried to commit suicide so many times! Her parents ain't give a shit about her. They kicked her out because they thought that she had an abortion, but she was jumped and had a miscarry. She been through so fucking much, and I made it my duty to help her overcome all of that shit."

"And look at her now. Flourishing into a beautiful young woman. She owns one of the best hair salons in Houston, and is about to start her own family. You saved her Heav, you have been there for so many people. I know you feel like you failed Paisyn, but you didn't baby. You got her to that hospital. It doesn't sound like much, but I promise that it is." Jayda stated, wiping her own tears.

Heaven shook her head, sobbing. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Paisyn." She shouted, holding Paisyn's cold hand. "Oh God, baby I'm so sorry!" She repeated.

"You didn't deserve this baby, I promise I'm gone get you your justice." She added. Even though she didn't know Paisyn for that long, she still felt so much guilt. The first day that she saw the bruises on Paisyn, and the time where she saw Paisyn getting slapped to the ground haunted her. She felt like she should've pulled Paisyn out then.

All of this just kept reminding her of Solana's story.

"You're one of my warriors baby. You fought for so freaking long. You're a warrior. One of Heaven's Warriors."

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hello, I hope that you guys are doing okay! If you ever need to talk, need to vent, need advice my messages are always open...

I know this is a short one, but it's just like a small filler so we can keep this story rolling. Once again RIP to my baby Paisyn man!! Drop purple hearts for her! 💜

so we've finally got a diagnosis for babygirl Zuri. She has selective mustism, and separation anxiety! Anybody else suffers from one of these?

we also saw a more vulnerable side to Zylin. He was really worried about his babygirl and even started questioning himself. Y'all think he'll just develop a even bigger soft spot for her?

now should they consider homeschool? or keep her in public schools?

last but not least, Paisyn's services. Were y'all suprised to find out that Heaven paid for everything?

shes still blaming herself? Could y'all see why though?

Y'all think if she would've helped Paisyn that day at the hospital she would still be alive?

hmmm I just hope that Heaven's mental health doesn't deteriorate because Lord our girl has been through so much!

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