After The Medicine Left Me

I'm back from America

After I was really destroyed, I lost all my dreams. I am not exaggerating. My dream was to become a doctor. Do I have the ability to find myself taking another year? Yes, who loves something must fight to get to it, but what caused these problems, oh God, you asked me to hope to return to America because I am with her and I I would have loved to stay in Egypt with my father to enroll in medical school ..
And when I went to America after my self was destroyed and my looks and my condition deteriorated, I finally decided to leave my mother and go to Egypt. It was not an easy year at all.
It was a devastation for me after I gained excess weight and lost it for not eating.
All I thought about was going back and how I lost a year and didn't join my favorite school

One day, while I was in New York, I was browsing the Internet. A young man I did not know at all contacted me in the messages of people you did not know. He looked handsome, but he also did not know me.. In fact, I do not trust anyone, no one can approach me, and I do not like knowledge from social media. media at all

Chris is an engineer from Egypt from my other town. His entire page had geometric drawings and beautiful shapes. I was curious to know who this was. Who sent me I want to know you and become friends

He was asking me what I thought about his drawings and he told me in a letter that I don't have a girlfriend A girl close to me Can we be close How can someone who doesn't know me tell me this Is he seeing me as an idiot It's his first time talking to me How can he know me ..

Hi I saw your messages, your drawings are great, keep going, you seem to be diligent, but I'm sorry, I can't talk to people I don't know

Chris typing....

Rosie can you hear me please I really need you I need someone in my life I'm lonely and I want to be friends just friends no more I won't make you regret trusting me

I was on the verge of writing to him, but I can only think after a long time. What if I approached this person and he left me and finally betrayed me What if we became friends and someone had a personality disorder for example or makes me regret trusting me Can I really trust you Chris !!