Endless Loopof Tearing Myself Apart

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There’s not a single night where I wouldn’t cry.
I admit it, grown man that still cries himself to sleep
Because he missed so many opportunities when he could say” I love you and You’re right.”
But who am I to fool myself, when I know I lie to myself. 

I’m driving away. So far away, that nobody can recognize me
Beyond the veil of dark, midnight sky, that scream my name
Just to forget your name and how you used to taste.

But.. At the end of my trip, I’ll keep asking myself “Was it worth it?”
If every night, when I close my eyes
You are right next to me, hugging me.
Whispering your lovely words, that I loved the most.
“I am with you, I’ll be with you until death do us apart.”

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