I don't really wanna break up with him, but damn i need to. Kailangan ko syang hiwalayan para lang hindi masaktan ang mga magulang ko, bakit kase ganon? Mag mamahal ka nalang nga hindi pa pwede, dahil mortal na mag ka away ang aming magulang. It's our fifth anniversary and i think this is the right time. I hope
"Hi love, sorry napag antay ata kita ng matagal." Napaka lambing ng pag kaka saad ni Quen, lumapit sya sa'kin sabay yapos at halik sa'king nuo.
"No it's okay." I just shortly reply, umupo na sya sa may harap ko at matamis na ngumiti.
Damn!! I don't wanna do this...but i have too, sana lang makita ko pa ang matamis na ngiti na yan,
"Happy anniversary love." He say with a sweet tone and smile
"H-happy a-anniversary."
"You say, may importante kang sasabihin sakin?" He ask whit a curious tone and face. Hindi ko kayang tingnan ang mga mata nya kaya naman napa iwas ako ng tingin,
"Uhhmmm...y-yeah." Na uutal na saad ko habang sa kung saan naka tingin
"Ano ba yon?" Tanong muli nito kaya tumingin na ako,
"Let's end up this relationship." Walang emosyon at deretso na pag kaka saad ko
"W-what? W-why?" He ask like he can't believe.
"It's just not working anymore." Saad ko at umiwas sa kanyang tingin
"R-really? H-how come?" Garalgal na tanong pa nito
Mahirap man para sakin pero kailangan ko tong gawin.
"It's just a simple math Quen i don't love you anymore, the butterflies just start dieing, the spark just start losing, everything just start fading"
"N-no Shan, your just lying, you don't mean everything you say, i know you"
"Oh come on Quen!! I mean everything i said!! Hindi porket kilalang kilala mo ako hindi na ako pwedeng mag bago, everything changed Quen, and my feelings for you just change"
"B-but w-why?"
"I'm sorry but... it's over...i... don't....love you... anymore." May diin pero na nginginig ang aking boses.
I hate to hurt him but i have to
"Please love don't leave me... I'm begging you." Halos lumuhod na sya sa pag mamaka awa. I wanna hug him but i stop my self,
"I'm sorry Quen but it doesn't work anymore so let just stop this stupidity"
"D-don't l-leave m-me Shan, gagawin ko ang lahat ng gusto mo, hindi na ako magiging makulit na boyfriend, hindi na din kita assarin, iiwasan ko na din magalit ka Shan, please just don't leave me." Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko pero agad ko naman inilayo ang kamay ko
"Look Quen!! I don't love you anymore!! Ano pa bang hindi mo dun na iinitindihan!! Pwede ba tigilan mo na ako!! Look at your self!!! You look so miserable!! Please lang tigilan na natin to Quen!! Sawa na ko sa relationship na ganito!! Sawa na ako sayo!!" Sumigaw na ako at tumayo sa pag kaka upo ko.. gusto nang tumulo ng luha ko pero pinigilan ko. Hindi ako dapat maging mahina,
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General Fiction(Arcifinous dream series 1) He's the boy in my dreams, all the time i close my eyes his face always glimpse. That dream is so arcifinous and i don't know why that guy always come to my dreams. Always end up the two of us separate. Hindi lang maka pa...
