I don't think people realize how much pain someone must be in to it them selfs to commit suicide. Or how numb they must be to cut to continue living. To fight the numbness.
I quit cutting a long time ago. That doesn't mean that the temptation isn't there. I won't do it again (Insha Allah), but I have a friend who still does. It kills me inside every time I see a cut on her arm because I was there once. I've felt lost. Hopeless. Ugly.
She is one of the most beautiful girls I've ever seen. Strong. Outspoken.
Me and her boyfriend have convinced we to stop for sake of her child. That's right. She's pregnant. She uses sex to take away the pain. That doesn't make her the whore everyone makes her out to be. Seeing how she has only had sex with her boyfriend
