I need to vent and this is as good a place as any. The following may get graphic. Read at own risk.
(PS Roshean , I suggest you don't read this)
Xoxo
Ok so as many of you know, I was raped. I had a flashback so strong I could feel him inside me. I just got done crying like a baby. I haven't slept tonight. My meds are giving me cotton mouth. My stomach is hungry. My eyes burn. My back hurts. I need out of this house. My room is the room I was raped in so I sleep with my grandma. This room is haunted. Idc if you don't believe in ghosts. I do. Mr. Brown shot himself in here and if something acts up, you just say "That's enough Mr. Brown!" And it stops. It's a God send really.it works with everything.
Anyway. I need out of this house. Imagine if you lived in the same house where you were raped by your father? It's not very pleasant at all. It actually quite sucks.
I got subpoenaed today. Got to testify on march 18th. Nervous.
I'm sorry I don't update like I said I would. I never have time. I mean, I'm sick. That requires so much sleep. It sucks really. I feel lazy and fat even though I'm losing weight. I mean, wouldn't you? I AM only eating an average of 514 calories a day.
Yeah I averaged it out on my own. And I feel amazing about it. ?Hahahahhahaha
Everything seems so funny to me now. Maybe because I'm running on no sleep OR food... Lololol. I'm dizzy all of a sudden .
And very random .
