June 4th?

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I think it's the 4th? I haven't slept since yesterday morning and I am tired. I won't be able to sleep until tomorrow. If I don't fall asleep at dawn, I won't sleep. Which is really weird. I'm to afraid of the night to sleep. I should probably get that looked at...

Anyway, Ramadan is around the corner. 23 days! My goal is to read Qu'ran once between now and then and once during. I definitely just came up with that goal like 30 seconds ago.

I'm supposed to be in class. 0.0 I'll go later. It's just one benefit of homeschooling. Except this is summer school and I actually HAVE to go more than once a week or I won't get my $50 back.

I tried wearing hijab yesterday. It was about 90 degrees (which is 32 celsuis. Strangly what's freexing temperature in Fahrenheit.) so I got some of the strangest looks. It was actually pretty funny. I should invest in a niqab so people don't see me laughing when then stare at me. I'm actually getting used to it. It took a while but I am succeding.

I've noticed something, when people talk about our rights in Islam, they (mainly the males) forget some things. Like 

إِنَّ الَّذِينَ يَرْمُونَ الْمُحْصَنَاتِ الْغَافِلَاتِ الْمُؤْمِنَاتِ لُعِنُوا فِي الدُّنْيَا وَالْآخِرَةِ وَلَهُمْ عَذَابٌ عَظِيمٌ

[But,] verily, those who [falsely, and without repentance, 28  ] accuse chaste women who may have been unthinkingly careless but have remained true to their faith, 29  shall be rejected [from God's grace] in this world as well as in the life to come: and awesome suffering awaits them.

Things like tthat were put in place to protect us, but some people go around and they say things about our pious, chaste sisters that should NOT be said. 

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