Together Forever

Chapter 4

Scott-
Now it was my turn. I was very nervous but I knew what I was going to say. I had thought a lot about it and exactly what she meant to me.
"When I think about Allison I don't even know where to begin. I loved every single little thing about her. Sometimes it even felt like we were Romeo and Juliet. All I wanted in the world was her safety and happiness. Even when we weren't together. To have someone love you that much means you must be an extraordinary person. And she was. She died fighting. She used her last breath to tell me she loved me. She kept fighting it, fighting against death until it was to late. Losing her was by far the most painful thing I've ever gone through. She was like a ray of sunshine. It made me smile just thinking about her. When she broke up with me it was about a year before her death. I remember it so vividly."
***'It's okay.' 'No it's not' 'It is' 'Scott I'm trying to break up with you' 'I know, and it's ok' 'how is it ok' 'because I can wait' 'I can't let you wait for me, I'm not going to do that' 'I have to because I know we're going to be together' 'there's no such thing as fate' 'there's no such thing as werewolves'***
"She said there was no such thing as fate, but I still believe that there is. I know someday I'll see her again and that when I do I will love her just as much as I do today"
When I walked back to my seat I realized my hands were shaking. I knew I was emotionally drained. But now looking at Kira's face I felt almost guilty. She didn't look mad or frustrated just kind of a sad smile on her face. She still took me hand when I sat back down though so maybe she didn't take it to badly. But that was only in the back of mind the rest of it was consumed with thoughts of Allison.
Now that everyone was done making speeches everyone started filing out of the church and out to the graveyard. Once everyone was out there it was time to start lowering the casket into the grave. Lydia looked just absolutely devastated. She looked like she was clinging to Stiles for dear life. It was nice to see them like that though. I tried to exit my mind of all sad thoughts and just picture Allison's smile and focus on it. It didn't work all to well but it was enough. By the end though I couldn't stand it anymore my emotions were getting to strong I could barely handle it. I knew I needed to leave, but before I left I made a promise to myself that I would come visit her someday soon.