"Let me help you young lady" I hear as I go to throw the strap up and over the pallet of cinderblocks neatly lined up one after the other on the trailer I am going to haul next. I hand it over with a smile. I know this man like I know my own uncle or father if I had one. He always looks out for us "Girlies" and we always look out for "Pops". After one last check by me and then by him, just in case, I give him a hug and fresh cup of Joe and get ready to head out towards Lake Tahoe for a few more hours of rest before I continue on towards Houston to drop off the load and then, well I am headed back home if that's what you call it.
Its the place I make it to a couple of times a year just to make sure its standing but its going to be my home and yours too I tell my belly.
I unlock my truck and haul my wide ass up into my seat not so gracefully might I add. After checking everything I need to inside the cab and changing out of my long sleeved shirt and into something more comfy, turning on my play list from my phone, I start out on the open road. Nothing like a little Bebe Rexa and Khalid mixed in with some old school country to keep me company for the next few hours. I smile. I love my music. Its something I can count on, always plays what I want and if not. Next.
Half way there and already on my way up I swear I see snow flakes but it cant be. I mean wait, it shouldn't be. They opened the pass a few weeks ago after it being closed because of a blizzard and trust me I checked the forecast but lets face it there about as accurate as the sizing chart when buying clothes off line is.
I turn on my wipers and wipe it away thinking it must have been dirt or something. On I go. I see nothing more for another thirty minutes and then all hell lets loose err frosty must be puking or Olaf had the shits on my windshield.
I want to pull over and put on my chains but in a matter of minutes I cant see more then a few feet in front of me and I get scared. I grab my mic and say "Breaker Breaker 21 This is The Blue Lady Express, I'm on Echo Summit, don't come up this way, its bad." I hear a few responses and a few warnings to be careful because of a avalanche warning. I pat my belly and tell Peanut its okay. Mommy's got this. I slow down even more and hook the Mic to to my shirt. My cell has no service I am sure but my good old radio always has someone listening.
My copilot is in her seat and she starts to whine and I get this feeling in the pit of my gut something is wrong. Way wrong and my gut is never wrong. Other then the eight weeks I spent worshiping the porcelain god. As I creep towards the top of the pass the feeling gets worse and so does the noise coming from Boo. My trusty sidekick for the last twelve years.
As I start down the summit of the mountain a whole nother kind of hell breaks loose. I start to slide and warnings go off in the cab casting red blinking lights on the windows and roof. Thanking God I just got new breaks and tires put on. Even Boo is covered in the eerie glow of the major malfunction happening. Fuck me rough with a pinecone I mutter as I realize in a split second its the air breaks and I may not be able to stop. I have only driven this pass a few times and I cant recall if there is a Runaway or not and I have a long way to go to find out.
I say a few prayers between the curse words and hope beyond all hope I can make it. This is the last load before I take a four month break to have my bun and then back on road we go. At least that's the plan. I never take my eyes of the now white and slick road, but there is not much I can do. I cant test the breaks or I'll go into a skid, I let off the gas but going down hill with a big rig loaded with thousands of pounds of bricks is not easy. I take more and more deep breaths as the the speed odometer climbs higher and higher, last look it was at forty. And I am scared to look again.
I make out a sign that says something 5 miles. I can do this, I can do this, I can do this I tell myself over and over again. Just when I think I have made it a set of lights appear in the middle of the road and I have a split second to make a decision, hit them knowing I would kill them with out a doubt and me and peanut too or go left over the bank and what I believe to be a cliff or right into the trees. With a look towards to the sky and "Please" I make my decision.
"Breaker Breaker Good Buddies this is The Blue Lady Express Its been real." I swallow hard. Who knew I would go out this way. With a hard turn of the wheel all that can be done is done. its in his hands now and lets be honest here I have little faith in god at this point in my life but I ask him to save Peanut if he cant save us both. Knowing that even if just a they made it God is good.
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RomanceUpon leaving Soda Springs California and heading out on Donner Pass Reigna encounters an unexpected snow storm with heavy squalls and icy roads and no place to pull off or turn around (at least not with an eighteen wheeler and a hot load of freight)...