Nicole. Though her name wasn't Nicole, she was introduced as Rowan.
After the welcoming meeting, I ran into Bradley.
I bumped into her. She looks different than how she dressed back at the bar last night.
His hair is combed back and wore sun glasses. Bradley was neat.
- HOW WE FELL -Days later, I grew closer to him.
I couldn't get rid of her.
As much as this job was important to me, he kept distracting me.
She was a distraction from my focus on our training.
He kissed me.
I gave in and kissed her. I wanted to know how she tasted.
It was more than a kiss later that night.
Every time we had the chance, we met up secretly at her house.
He came over a lot. I didn't mind it at all. My Father grew suspicious between us.
Pete found out about our little fling or flings.
I brushed it off and told him it was nothing. I needed to make sure my Father didn't doubt choosing me to be a part of his team.
I overheard her conversation with her Father. Thoughts overfill my head. I meant nothing to her.
Bradly and I had a fight. He left me heartbroken.
All I wanted was to have a serious conversation with her about our relationship. It ended up in a fight.
I rushed out of his house and left.
I broke her. I didn't mean to.
We ended things.
- HOW WE BROKE -I didn't know how the hell I was supposed finish this whole mission with the problems me and Bradley left between us.
I couldn't do anything during training. Every second of the day, Rowan was stuck in my head.
My friends asked me if I was alright. I lied and said yes.
She kept smiles, hiding her true emotions behind it.
I tried to let him go.
I never knew what the word love meant until I met her. It's not her fault that she's disciplined with herself.
I made everyone else think the two of us were still alive. But deep inside we weren't.
I pushed myself away from her so that she could focus and make her Father proud. I don't know much of my Father, but he always reminded me not to get in other's way in their moment because I wouldn't want someone to get into mines.
I just wanted to make things right in the end.
I don't regret the day we met and all the things we did together.
He's made his decision and we both have to live through it.
I swear I love her and always will.
I know he tried his best to love me and to understand me.
But I've been the hardest to love.
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Hardest to Love | Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw
FanfictionRowan "Hawk" Mitchell, the daughter of Lt. Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, gets transferred to join her Father's team in California to train for a lifetime mission. Top Gun, the American Navy's finest aviation academy. She's worked hard for several years...
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