𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗿 || 𝗥𝘆𝗲𝗷𝗶 ✔️

The Loss

RYUJIN

In a split second my body froze, the sight of Yeji thrown on the ground dirty with blood made my body stop. As if I had entered another dimension in which I could only fear her loss. I could hear my breathing and my heartbeat slow, almost stopping. She wasn't alone, there was someone with her on the floor, with their body next to hers, making the scene even more startling.

My eyes diverted from Yeji and landed on the woman who held a gun in her hands. Rosé laid her eyes on me and her expression was almost undefined. A mixture of fear, desperation, and anger.

"You... You killed her." I let out in a small voice. "You son of a bitch, you killed her!" I shouted in desperation.

My only thought in that instant was:

'If she had taken my world, I would take hers.'

So I no longer had control over myself, I lunged toward Rosé at a frightening speed. The anger and the pain exploded in my chest that my only will now was to kill her. I pushed her body roughly, causing her to fall on the small corner table knocking all the objects to the ground. She looked frightened, letting the gun that had shot Yeji fall under the shelf. I moved towards her and pulled her body by the blouse she was wearing, throwing the woman harshly to the ground.

"Let me go!" she shouted desperately.

I quickly got on top of her, pinning her body to the ground. And with a colossal force, I punched her face. One, two, three times until seeing blood come out of her nose.

"I'll end your life!" I said crying in a desperate way, while I hit the woman with all my strength.

"You bitch!" she shouted trying to push me.

"You killed her! You killed Yeji!" I shouted amid tears that ran down my face.

"Get off me!" she pushed me again.

But my body was out of control, I hit the woman with the anger, pain, and hatred that had built in the few seconds that I saw Yeji on the ground. Rosé managed to put her hands on my neck where she scratched hard, making me groan in pain. But I wouldn't give up. I punched her face without pity or mercy, I would kill her in cold blood. I couldn't even feel the pain of my fist, nor her failed attempts to make me stop. It was as if a rush of adrenaline was happening, surfacing my most dreadful instincts.

"You will..." Punch. "Pay for this!" Punch.

The woman screamed amidst her desperate cries, and in a slip, she held me tightly. Turning her body against mine, causing me to fall to the ground. Rosé hit me with a slap that surely would leave a mark, her hands came towards me almost desperately trying to defend herself. I tried to hold her arms, but it was almost impossible. I grabbed at her tousled hair, pulling hard making her scream. The woman by a fraction of a second got distracted by the pain giving me the chance to turn the situation around. I pushed her roughly, causing her to hit the office's desk.

"You son of a bitch! Fucking bitch! You're dead meat!" I shouted moving towards her again, feeling my hands trembling, my face wet due to the tears that wouldn't stop.

I pulled her by the fabric of her blouse, leaning her body up, and right after threw a strong punch in her mouth which propelled the woman's body to the ground, hitting her head hard. I repeated the action several times in a furious and unhealthy lack of control. Until she in a failed attempt stretched her arm to try and grab something. Instantly I sought what she wanted so badly, and only noticed the glow of the silver gun thrown under the shelf. And I smacked her face with more fury, causing her head to move to the opposite side to the punch. My hands began to hurt too much, and I quickly stood up, grabbing the gun from the floor.