Best Cadet for a Reason

6. I love a gentleman !

In the dispensary

Monami was in thoughts thinking about the recent happenings. She felt highly guilty for not recognising Karan. Her heart always indicated that his touch was different...but at the same time her heart also cared for her Karan. She was already scared for his life and when she saw him after he came back as Balli... Her breath got back. She thought that her all negative vibes and thoughts were useless and she was overthinking. What must have Karan gone through when all she was doing was hugging Balli and caring for him. The self guilt was literally killing her. Had she recognised Balli the first day itself then Karan wouldn't have to go through all that he went through.

Still busy in her thoughts she failed to notice the knock on the door.

"DR MADAM...MADAM...",The door was open but Tilli was sincere to still ask permission. Monami jerked off hearing his loud voice.

"Ha ha aao na. ",Tilli came in with a plate full of healthy food.

"Kaha khoyi ho aap. Kabse bula raha hu. Vaise abhi kaise ho aap?",Monami took the plate from him and smiled at his concern.

"Thik hu Tilli. Aur ha sorry... mein kuch soch rahi thi. Jyada wait toh nahi karvaya na?"

"Aree kya aap bhi. Nahi nahi. Par ha aap chahe toh mujhse baat karna chahe toh kar sakti hai. Maine vaise bhi Vella hi hu.  Yaha pe security kar kar ke thak gyaa hu. Pata hai mujhe bhi aapke jaise training Leni hai. Ekdam aap ki tarah baan na hai. Kya javab deti ho aap uss doctor ko...matlab vaise toh vo doctor kehlane ke layak nahi hai par fir bhi...", His train was stopped by Monami.

"Bass bass kitna bak bak. Mein bilkul sahi kehti hu..tum na ekdam Bala pe gaye ho. Itni chapar chapar. Voh bhi aisa hi hai. Aur itna baat karna kuch galat nahi hai ...in fact tumse jyada mein karti hu par agar galti se teri Charu Tai ya fir vo useless Aneesh aa gaya na toh fir toh problem ho jayegi. ", Tilli gave a warm smile to her

"Kya hai na Dr Madam..vo mein na itne dino se pak gaya hu. Na Param sirji na hi Karan sirji itni baatein karte hai aur Charu Tai toh sirf mujhe apne matlab ke liye baat karti hai. Isliye laga ki aapse shayad...",Tilli stopped as awkwardness took over him.

Monami felt a bit bad for him but she was helpless too. She didn't want any harm to this small kid whose mind was of a kid but he had to do things much more than his age. Maybe he missed his childhood which he couldn't enjoy because of this heartless terrorist.

"Oye..kitna Nautanki karega. Samaj gayi mein ki tu na akele bore hota hai. Bas thodi der aur wait karle fir na tujhe academy mein le jaake jhakas Masti karvaungi. Aur mein toh ek hu..vah na bohot log hai. Sid se milega na toh dekh teri toh chandi hai. Voh ekdam baccha hai ..tu bohot enjoy karega. ",Tilli's eyes shined hearing Monami.

"Aree madam aap toh ekdam mere jaise bol rahe ho.. ab toh mujhe bhi aana hai academy mein. Sabse milunga... aur masti...",Tilli suddenly stopped and his face turned down.

"Kya hua achanak se ruk kyu gaya? ",Monami asked.

"Kuch nahi aap aaram karo. Mein bahar nazar rakhta hu. ",Saying so he stood up to leave but Monami held his hand making him stop.

"Jaldi bata.",Tilli sighed and again sat.

"Koi mujhe aapki academy mein apnayega nahi. Meine bohot bure logo ka sath diya hai . Na chahte hue kitna kuch kiya hai desh ke khilaf. Mere jaise ko koi kyu rakhega apne sath. ",Tilli's eyes were down the whole time with guilt. The guilty tears too lingered below his eyes threating to fall.

Monami calmly heard him and waited for him to let his guilt out. Once he stopped she ruffled his hair and made him look up.

"Tumne jo bhi kiya Charu ke kehne par kiya. Mein ye nahi kahungi ki galat nahi kiya par ab tum jo kar rahe ho na voh bohot sahi hai. Uss academy mein vahi log rehte hai jo desh ke liye kuch karne chahte ho aur tum toh already kar rahe ho. Tum par Karan ne itna bharosa dikhaya hai..aise hi nahi na. Isliye tum ye sab ki fikar mat karo..bas mission pe focus Karo. ",Tilli felt really nice after hearing Monami.