Red Lights || HyunChan

Chapter 21•

"DaEun?!"

My eyes just closed, not being able to open again, as I wasn't able to keep standing even.
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"It's not this Hair and skin, but the soul that lives within"

Eyes opened. Once again, I find myself lying in bed, except that it's not my bed this time either. I wandered my eyes around the room; the ceiling first, then a window. It seems to be snowing outside, it's already night.

My body feels insanely tired, my eyes barely keep open. I feel like I just want to go back to sleep for what remains of the night.

My eyes now slowly move to the side, as a warm feeling touches my hand. At first, I didn't feel it, but as my body started to wake up from whatever happened to me, I feel pressure on top of me.

My eyes land on a pair of hands holding mine, a figure sitting on a chair resting his head on my leg, it doesn't look comfortable honestly.

It's Mr Hwang.

Instead of waking him up or moving, I just stare at him, at his sleeping self. I was way too confused to actually determine what was different of him, maybe I was too immersed in Chan's presence, even.

I took my time to admire his details. His hair was long now, resting on his cheeks; I can't believe I didn't even notice that earlier when I saw him. his skin was perfect, and a slight shade covered his jaw and upper lip, meaning he probably shaved a few days ago and forgot to do it recently.

His full pink lips moved from time to time as if he was mumbling something, cute enough of him actually. I think I've never taken the time to appreciate mr Hwang like I'm doing it right now.

His hair slid to cover his face, and I unconsciously moved my hand to remove it. That movement woke him up immediately, as his hands were on mine.

"DaEun? How do you feel?" He held my other hand tightly, probably without even noticing it.

"What happened?"

"You collapsed, so I brought you to the hospital. How do you feel?"

"I'm okay.. It happened suddenly"

"The doctor said you were just exhausted, so your body collapsed. What did you do?"

I can't possibly tell him everything. And I don't even think it's all because of the night I spent with Chan.

"It must be the time difference"

"What time difference?"

"You said I was gone for three months, but back there I was gone for twelve hours more or less."

"Are you serious?"

"Yup."

"So maybe That abrupt change of time made you jump into three months just like that."

"I don't think I have any other explanation."

"The king came twice, right?"

"I think so, yeah."

"How come he didn't collapse?"

"I don't know. He's probably done it before"

"You didn't ask him about it?"

"How many times do I have to say I don't want to talk about this yet?"

"I'll stop asking for now, but I won't forget about it that easily."

"Deal" I chuckled. He let out a smile too, but still seemed worried.

We looked at each other for a few seconds. He extended his hand and brushed my hair behind my ear, he seemed like he wanted to say something, but he didn't.

Why does being around him still feels so familiar?

"I'm sorry I didn't go to work" I shrugged apologetic.

"That should be the least of your worries, really." He waved his hand.

After a couple of hours, I was finally able to go home. Mr Hwang took me back in his car and helped me all the way up to my apartment.

"There" he helped me sit on my bed. "I can stay and help if you want"

Why is he still being like this? I don't get him.

"It's not necessary, really. Please go rest, thank you for today."

"You sure?"

"Totally sure."

"Fine" he smiled, turning around to leave. He stopped a few steps later, I watched him do whatever he was going to do.

"I'm sorry, for.. well, you know."

Right.. I had forgotten about the argument we had the day I went with Chan. It feels weird to think of it as "the day" and not just yesterday.

"Okay.."

"I won't get into your office again. I really promise you that."

Funny how it's not that what actually annoyed me, but I just didn't want to admit it.

"Um, thanks."

"..yeah, bye"

Is that it? Really? Wasn't he going to apologize for what he said to me? How he made fun of me? Suddenly, I felt angry. As I remembered everything he said to me, I wanted to confront him once again, but after what he did for me, it wasn't really a good time.

I don't like being upset with mr Hwang, it always ruins the good mood in the office.

I decided not to say anything just yet. Maybe he'd think about it better and apologize for what he actually said, not for using my office. I'm sure he knows that's the least of the reasons why I was mad at him.

I remained on my bed waiting for him to exit my house. I knew that if I tried to stand up he wouldn't let me, and I didn't really want to bother him with a glass of water.

I could walk just fine, I just felt a little tired, that's all. Slowly, I walked towards the hallway; but the first thing my eye caught was a figure standing in front of the main door. It scared the shit out of me at first, but I didn't take long to realize it was Mr Hwang.

"You want to kill me from a heart attack or what-"

He turned around and walked fast towards me, pulling me into a tight hug and not giving me any chance to react.

"M-mr Hwang?"

"I'm glad you're okay" he exhaled relieved.

"We.. we already discussed this-"

"You don't get it."

"What?" I asked, trying to catch a breath from his tight embrace.

"I was going crazy"

Sudden heartbeats.

Mixed from two different bodies.

"W-what do you mean-"

"I care about you, DaEun"

"You.. what?"

He suddenly lets me go, gives a few steps back, turns around and just leaves. Not an extra word, not an explanation, no nothing.

I hate being confused.

But I hate my heart beats even more.

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