My Little Angel

Alone

On special demand of Passionate_Dareya

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I went inside home and saw my aunt standing in living room she looked toward me

"Are you crying shreya?"

"No I'm not" I tried to ignore her

"Oh common I can see you are, boyfriend problem?"

"I don't have a boyfriend" I turned toward her and stare in her eyes

"I see you got guts shreya?"

"Look I'm already not well right now if you want me to do any chores then tell me or leave me alone"

"Some of my friends are coming today you have to cook for them"

"How many people are coming?"

"10"

I know there's no use of arguing with her so I went to kitchen

I started preparing food and starters for them after 1 hr I heard some noises, maybe her friends arrived

She came into kitchen with a maid

"You go serve all this" she said to maid "shreya go to your room and don't you dare show them your ugly face until they leave"

I went to my room throw myself on bed and started crying

"I have no one who knows me understand me, no one who loves me every one care about their family I have no one, I don't remember when was the last time I became stubborn brought a toy for myself brought my favorite clothes, since I remembered I had no one I can complain about it no one who put my head on their lap and console me till I sleep peacefully"

"Daya, he also care about himself I and aanya are same age but he always expects me to understand everything, I have never slept on his shoulder without being afraid about getting caught by aanya, I can be important to him in bed but never in his life, because in the end he is not my family they are not my family"

"He fucked me because I was a easy target"

All I wanted was death, my existence doesn't matter to anyone and I don't want to live like this

But

I probably has a baby inside me, my only family I have spent my whole life in hatred but I can't do this to my child, sometimes, I wish I'd be pregnant I want my own family, and if there is a child it will be my only family

I don't know when I drifed in sleep thinking about everything, until-

"Shreyaaaa" my aunt angrily pull me up by my shoulder push me on the floor

Before I could even realize what happened to me

"How dare you to put extra salt in food, nobody ate it I had to order food online"

I realize I put salt two times

"I- I didn't knew I'm sorry please"

I started crying in fear but she ignored pull me up and slap me, I fell on bed but covering my belly don't know why but I still has hope

"I will kill you today"

"Didi she's a child only please don't do this"

"Child? She's 17 what does she do apart from giving me mentall stress, I swear if her friends father wasn't a cid officer I would have killed her years ago, and gave all this property to my innocent daughter"

I had anger inside me but kept quiet because somehow I know no one will help me

"I will not do it again"