This story is based on a real life experience like how was it for a girl to feel love... but turns out it had always been just a one sided love... a heartbreak story written in poetic expression....
"All those starry nights got surrounded by dark c...
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So after a long war of my heart and my brain I have decided few things for me
Now..., i know i can't love someone after loving you More like , I don't even want to love anyone now...
That's really hurting for me to stop these feelings But, ya know i would prefer living with a truth pessimism Rather than in fake hopes
Now i feel so good Like a big burden from my heart have been relieved
After thinking all of these for 1 year... And wasting six freaking years of my life on you
I have started feeling so used
I didn't really had much people to love me But i believed, you were in those few too... Damn i really believed ?
If you don't love me Tell me why do you always have to be so sweet to me ? Always care for me ? Always have to be there for me ? Be my secret locker ? My consoler ?
If you don't love me Atleast let me forget this love...
But No ! Love is nothing but suffering
I can't stop myself from loving you So , now all i can do is ignore this feeling....
My love is never gonna change Just the feels.... ahh it's not gonna come back.. I can't feel the same love i used to before
Love was a medicine for me to have a happy life It was a constant reminder that someone will always love me no matter what happens ! It gave hopes to live life everyday
Now that it's gone.... Always it feels so empty Like something which was sufficient for living have been disappeared
Tell me...! Why did you have to do that to me I can't feel anymore I can't love anymore I can't trust someone anymore I am all messed up and crying thinking of this Can you ever feel this ?
Was that coin just a toy for you to play with ? Does my feelings really matter to you ?
My story's been all depressed and lonely But... i still thank you so much
I was really sad after But.. before that...... Those 6 years have been the best years of my life You used fill my gloomy day with so much of happiness Without you knowing about it..,
That feelings have been so good and pleasing But, i don't wanna feel it anymore now cuz ,
Toomuch of hopes gives Too much disappointments
And i hate disappointments , It makes me hate myself even more.....
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