Battlefield

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Internally

Mentally & emotionally, I'm drained.

I'm drained every single day.

But I try my best to not dump my feelings off on anyone, because we all have problems.

Instead, what do I do? I play counselor to everyone else, when in reality I'm on the verge of tearing up.

I cope with my internal needs by sitting alone & feeling every single thing.

I cry it out.

I sing it out.

I write it out.

There's not much I have to heal from, because I literally write everything out. That's how I address it and I carry on with my life.

I would say I'm currently fine. But it seems like every time I'm fine, something always finds its way to creep in & sucks all of the joy out of my heart to where I feel almost empty. So, now I'm back on the battlefield, battling myself harder than before internally. -J.S.

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