Meant To Be

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Jennie pov

     After the hot little makeout session now we are outside in the beach again. Like what i promised to her, to see the full moon.

It's quite late because of me coz i never let go of her but ended up getting out of the room for lisa to change into the red dress that i bought for her.

Her kisses are like addiction. I still can feel those plump lips on mine. Now she's beside me staring at the full moon and her eyes are so gorgeous.

She was glowing and i can't help but to star at her.

It's so beautiful,nini. She said still can't take her eyes off of the moon.

Yes, so beautiful and breath taking. I said back looking at her.

She felt my stare and turn to the side and look at me.

I smiled at her. My famous gummy smile which i know she can't resist.

I mean the moon. She said and pointed at the full moon and i nodded like i understand.

And I'm talking about my moon. I said and caressed her cheeks which turn red with my confession.

She didn't say anything. But her eyes are no more on me.

She look back to the moon making me loose my warmth of her cheeks. But i can sense something is off.

You okay Lili ? I ask and scooted more closer to her.

Her hands are on her lap. My right hand moved around her waist and hold her.

It's good that she's feeling comfortable around me. If not, i can't take it.

I don't know what's going on in her mind. She's thinking about something and it makes me worried.

Babe, tell me. Are you okay? Is something bothering you?

I ask as much calmly as i can coz i know sometimes my voice was a bit demanding because of my work.

Nothing. She said dryly.

It's really felt like  nothing if i must say mrs.kim.

I said and she looked at me with her cheeks flush.

Aren't you? Is it really nothing? I asked her despite of wanting her to tease more.

She remained silent. And it's killing me. I want her to tell me everything without doubt.

But who am I kidding? It's Lisa who suffered alot Because of me.

I sighed. Bringing her more close to me and kissed her forehead.

You can tell me anything Lili. You have my word.

I assured her.

I don't know nini. Being with you makes me feel so good. But--

She stopped talking which made me panic a bit. But i just hold onto myself to let her complete it.

But what baby? I asked her holding her hand and caressing it.

This time she sighed.

Is it bad? I thought.

But i am not ready to hurt again. This is too much to take. It's more hurting than anything.

She finally said it as her fears of me hurting her hit back.

I winced and let go of her hand. Her face turned worried and sad.