BLAKE
The next few days, I hid in my room. Yasmin would visit me during the day, as well as Luke and Michael. Calum and Ashton both tried several times to visit me, but I made sure my mum wouldn't allow them to.
"He really misses you," Luke told me one afternoon as the four of us - Yasmin, Luke, Michael and myself - curled up on my bed away from the cold. "You can't just ice him out"
"But I'm confused" I whined for what seemed like the 100th time that week. "I don't want to lose any of them"
"B, you told Calum you love him" Michael spoke up as he played with Luke's short hair, "You can't leave that"
Yasmin nodded, resting her head on my shoulder. "You need to talk to him"
I sighed, playing with my phone. I glanced down at the several messages from Calum and sighed again. "Fine" I grumbled.
BLAKE: hey
CALUM: oh my god
CALUM: blake
CALUM: are you okay??
BLAKE: yeah i'm fine
BLAKE: just a cold
CALUM: why can't i see you??
CALUM: i know muke and yasmin are there
BLAKE: oh
CALUM: please let me in
CALUM: too late i'm at your window
I glanced up and saw Calum peering inside my window with a sad smile. Michael slid off the bed and walked over, glancing at me with uncertainty. I nodded, smiling softly as Michael opened the window, letting Calum in. "Luke, Yasmin, come on" Michael grabbed Luke's arm, dragging him out of the room. Yasmin followed slowly, smiling at the two boys.
"Hey" Calum mumbled.
"Hey"
He stepped forward, wrapping his arms around my body tightly. "I missed you, B"
I froze, my arms at my side. He pulled away with a sigh, staring at the floor. "I missed you, too" i tell him, honest.
"You don't sound sick" He noted, still gazing at his feet. "Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry if I did"
"You didn't do anything wrong, Cal. I promise" I sat on the edge of my bed, my hands clasped together tightly in my lap. "I just need time to think"
"Oh" Calum stayed where he was, finally looking at me. "I understand. I just thought that, you know...you made your choice"
I smiled softly, shaking my head. "I don't think there ever was a choice" I reply, watching his eyes light up and his posture straighten.
"What are you saying?"
I raised my eyebrow, giggling. "I think you know, Cal" He stepped forward, standing in between my thighs. "It's you" I whispered, gazing up at him.
"I love you, Blake. God, I love you so much" He placed a kiss on my cheek before placing his hands on my cheeks softly. Leaning forward, he kissed me, softly at first until it became more passionate. I fell back, my back hitting my mattress. My fingers tightened around the hem of his shirt, pulling it up over his torso.
Calum pulled back from the kiss, allowing me to slip the shirt over his head before throwing it on the floor. His soft hands slid down my face, continuing down my neck until he hooked one finger in the waistband of my jeans, tugging my body closer to him. He murmured sweet nothings against my skin as he placed kisses down my neck.
"Are you guys okay in there?" The door opened a little but Calum and I didn't move. We heard a sigh, though Calum continued to kissing my collar bone.
"Really, guys? Stop, just stop" The door opened further and our friends walked in. Calum groaned, letting his head to fall onto my breast.
"Go away" he murmured against the material of my shirt.
Michael lay across the bed next to us, smirking at me. "So, how's it going?" He joked.
I pushed Calum off me, rolling my eyes as I sat up. "There's this thing called privacy, guys. You need to learn about it"
Yasmin giggled behind her hand, sitting down at my desk. Luke fell across Michael dramatically, patting my shoulder softly. Calum sat in-between my legs after putting his shirt back on, leaning his back against my chest. "I hate you guys" He grumbled angrily, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Oh, shut up, Cal" Luke rolled his eyes. "You'll thank us one day. Did you guys have protection? No. So you're welcome for making sure you guys don't end up on 16 and pregnant"
I snorted, playing with Calum's hair. Yasmin spoke up, saying, "Plus, what if your mum had walked in?"
Calum sighed. "I really hate you guys" He repeated.
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I sat at the table, watching my mum curiously as she stared at me, her mouth pressed into a tight line. "Are you okay, mum?" I asked, worried.
"They grow up so much" she exhaled, letting her shoulders slump. "So , what were you and Calum doing while the rest were downstairs?" She asked, leaning forward with narrowed eyes.
I rolled my eyes, "Really?" I ask. "Nothing, mum. We were just talking"
"Hm," My mother didn't move. "So there was no kissing?" When I didn't reply, my mother grinned. "Clothes stayed on right?"
"His shirt came off..." I shook my head. "Can I go now?"
"No," My mother shook her head firmly. "As a good mum, I need to give you the talk"
"You already have"
"Oh. Have I? Well, fine. You can go, but just remember about safety!" She called as I hurried out of the dining room, laughing. Up in my room, I lay on the bed, staring at the roof with a grin. He loves me, I love him. my mind slowly drifted off to Ashton and my smile dropped, my stomach filling with guilt. I told him I would give him another chance and I haven't called him. I shut my eyes tightly, bringing Calum's face into my mind to stop thinking about Ashton.
I rolled over, lying on my stomach. My mind was made up and there was no turning back.
