My Love [James Cook]

⌞twenty two⌝

TWO TEENS ARRESTED ON SUSPICION FOR THE MURDER OF TEENAGE BOY

That wasnt particular the headline that James Cook wished to see the day after he saw Arabella going to a rave. He was walking down to the shops and saw the paper in the window, he didn't realise how much he could truly care for a person until he started overthinking the situation.

When he got home (with the newspaper in his bag) his mind constantly came back three things.

'what if it was Arabella instead of that boy'

'what if Arabella witnessed it and get taken in'

'was Arabella okay'

Now, James Cook usually doesn't give a shit about a girl that he hooks up with that deeply but something in him had changed. She was no longer a friend that he would occasionally have a really good fuck with, she was now a girl who he was slowly falling in love with.

he hadn't fallen in love yet but he could see himself falling for the girl and that really scared the shit out of him but he was willing to make it work, he was willing to try it out.

For her.

But now she didn't want him and in some fucked up way, he knew he deserved it. I mean who fucks the person you likes, best friend. Not just once since they had carried on their endeavours but every fucking time he wished and wished that it would suddenly be Arabella on her knees in front of him and not Pandora.

Hell, he wished to see her above him which is something not many girls did with James cook because he liked to be dominant when it came to sex.

Until her.

He kind of just gave himself to her in ways hes never given himself to anyone else, she could smile at him and James would be spilling his whole life story to her. Her eyes trapped him in a way he had never been trapped before.

He wanted to apologize, to fucking beg for her forgiveness, literally anything to have her talk to him again but that wasnt the case because he knew he fucked up but was way to proud to say that out loud, even if it was to the girl he was falling for.

For now though, he just needed to make sure she was okay. He knew how fucked she was determined to get by one simple look at her face that night. So he did the only thing he could think of and pulled out his phone.

Cook
hi is arabella ok

he gave it a few moments knowing that since they were definitely hung over but he secretly wanted an excuse to barge in her house and check himself if she was okay

Effy
she's okay cook
Effy
why do you care?

Cook
shes my friend yeah im allowed to worry

Effy
you fucked her up
Effy
why do you think she got so trashed yesterday

James
i know ok
James
i just wanna know if shes good

Effy
shes fine. bye

James subconsciously let out a breath, at least she was fine. Unless Effy was lying, what if she was on like the brink of death and Effy refused to tell him because he fucked up.

Okay so he may have been over thinking but at least he knew one thing was for sure, Arabella Jane will be his.

short chapter yay! James finally admitting his feelings. Next chapter will be more about the rave they went to!