The Long Lost Mafia Princess

Book 2 chapter 75

I walk up to him, "hey Ro" I greet him smiling a little.

He looks up, "Valentina" he greets me with no facial expression.

The smile on my face slightly falters.

Something's seriously wrong.

I reach out for a hug but his eyes widen as he moves away from me.

A pang of hurt crosses over my heart but I decide to ignore it.

I clear my throat and go to sit down next to him.

I cross my legs over each other.

"So-..how are you?" I ask him a little awkward because of the dismissive tone he had.

"We need to break up" he says determined.

I feel a lump grow in my throat hearing that sentence leave his mouth.

"W-what?" I ask turning to him.

"We have to break up" he tells me.

"Why?" I ask voice breaking as tears form in my eyes but I suppress them from falling.

Roman turns to look the opposite direction of me.

"I don't love you" he says

My heart drops and the tears I've been trying to hold back escape.

"What- but you said-" I start but he cuts me off.

"I lied" he tells me.

"Oh" I say as a tear falls out of my eye, my heart honestly feels like it's been torn apart.

There is this pain, this overwhelming sensation that makes me want to destroy myself completely.

"Va-" Roman starts but I cut him off.

"No-no, it's fine. I-euhm" I clear my throat trying to stop my voice from breaking, "-I need to go" I rush out before turning and running away.

Tears stream down my face as loud sobs escape my mouth, I put my helmet on and start driving home at full speed trying to stop this pain.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts so god damn much

Why did he do this

Why did he lie, why did he tell me he loved me if he didn't

It was all just to get inside my pants wasn't it? Because now since we've actually done it, he leaves.

He never wanted me

He was just using me

I sob when I suddenly see a car right before me when opening my eyes so I quickly swerve it as I continue to cry my heart out.

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I am home quickly and I park my bike very quickly.

As I take my helmet off, the wind immediately makes the tears that are still streaming down my face, dry.

The bodyguards open the door for me, while giving me a soft smile.

I give them one back before quickly going inside.

As I look around the house, everything reminds me of him.

The counter top where we always sit on to eat food.

The living room where we'd lay down for hours in each other's arms.

A loud sob escapes my lips as I start crying harder.

I let myself fall down to the floor with my back pressed up against the wall behind me.

I wrap my arms around my legs which are crouched up.

I sob and sob as tears keep streaming down my face.

Why does it hurt so much

It literally feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest.

I cry even louder than before.

I need my mom.

"Mom!?" I cry out loudly.

I call out for her once more when she suddenly runs into the room.

Het eyes widen with worry and she runs to me.

She kneels down next to me with a worried expression her face.

She cups my face in her hands, "what happened Mia piccola farfalla?" She asks confusion lacing her voice.

"R-Roman" I cry, a sob escaping my mouth once more.

"What? Is he hurt?" She asks now also worried for Roman.

I shake my head repeatedly, "no mon, h-he b-broke up with me" I manege to get out as tears start streaming down my face at a faster pace.

Her worried face for Roman stops immediately as she pulls me into a hug.

"He doesn't love me- he u-used me" I cry out.

"He what!" I hear Blake scream out.

I look up and see that the rest of the family have gathered themselves here too.

"I'm going to fucking kill him" he says and starts to walk to the front door.

"No! No I still love him- you can't hurt him please" I cry harder.

"He hurt you" he says.

I nod my head, "he did, but I don't want h-him hurt" I say crying.

He looks rather annoyed at that but the worry for me takes over as he walks up to me and pulls me in a hug.

He rubs my back as I continue to cry my heart out for the rest of the night.