Random Stories

"Love"

"People love you"

No they dont

Not that way

They don't get drunk on the sound of my voice

They don't crave my smile

My presence doesn't bring them peace

I want someone to love unconditionally

And be loved the same way back

Like in the books or movies

I want someone to laugh with at unsightly hours about nothing in particular

To touch someone in a way I can't with others

Not even in a sexual way

In a way that when they hold me, i melt

Give them soft kisses on their head, reminding them how important they are to me

Someone i can fall so hard for, i won't be able to get back up

And we can lie together, all senses consumed by each other's existence

I want to tell them how beautiful they are, no matter how cliche

But as time goes by

I've come to realize that I am not someone that people love that way

Not that i can blame them

I don't deserve it

So I'll just read about other people's romances

And wish I had what they had