My not so normal crush

08~

A/N: hey guys,before I continue writing this chapter,I want to apologize for going on such a long break,I guess I just wasn't feeling it,but I hope you like this chapter, and I do sincerely apologize,especially to my main readers

Korey's POV:

I already had on my red hoodie so I just put on my skinny black jeans,I once again showered myself in my favorite perfume,I went downstairs so I don't keep Mason waiting

"Sorry for the hold up" I said apologetically while glancing at him,"it's alright,let's go" he said while opening then door,I followed him out

10 minutes later~

"So,what kind of music matches your vibe?" Mason randomly asked, I blushed and noticed we were in silence the entire time,"love songs and depressing songs" I mumbled

I didn't hear him say anything to I looked up to see him but noticed he was looking at me,before I could read his expression he turned away and looked at the ground

"Let's just listen to your playlist if you brought your phone and headphones" he said while stopping to look at me

Boi,if I hit you,why would I let you hear my playlist,it's fucked up and some songs are fucking sexual,I said in my mind and he chuckled as if he read my thoughts

"I'm not gonna force you,if you don't wanna we can just be in silence or just have a conversation" he said while tilting his head to the side

"It's alright..we can listen to my playlist.."I mumbled while taking out my phone and headphones

10 minutes later~

"You're playlist is interesting,by any chance..have you ever been heartbroken or are you inlove?" Mason mumbled while looking at me,I looked at the ground and sighed "both?" I answered but it sounded more like a question or I'm unsure

He looked at me blanky so I continued "well,Jackson and I dated for 2 and a half years...I liked him alot- no,i loved him alot,I don't know if he ever loved me but I found out he cheated on me..on my birthday...same day I confessed to him and he returned my feelings"

I felt the tears in my eyes as I remember that day,I wiped them before they can drop because I promised myself and mom that I would never cry over his bitch ass again

I went silent and so did Mason,'Let it go' by Lewis Capaldi was now playing,i sang along to the lyrics in my head while impatiently waiting for Mason to say something

"I know there's more to what he's done to you...did he ever hurt you?"Mason asked while looking at me,my heart rate began to speed,my mind had a million thoughts racing through it,my eyes began to tear up...

Fuck..I'm crying again...

I felt my body slammed against Mason's rock hard chest as he embraced me,I started sobbing,that turned into bawling,I felt one of Mason's hands rubbing my back and the other caressing my hair

Few minutes later~

I calmed down a bit,I took off my music and sat on a nearby bench,Mason sat next to me "I'm sorry,you don't have to tell me anything" he said in a soft voice

"I promised myself and my mom that I won't cry over him again.." I mumbled so softly,I was sure he didn't hear me,"yes...he did hit me when we were in a relationship...he was abusive as fuck" I continued

"When he was drunk...he forced himself on me but I kicked him and he got mad and he slapped and kicked me...that's the first time he raped me.." I said in a low voice as I remembered everything