suck my dick (jihan smvt)

11.

they didn't know how it ended up like that, but they walked home together everyday since their houses were only a couple of blocks away from each other

however, that time, jeonghan's father was outside drinking beer and fixing a window that he had broken the day before when he got angry at someone at work

the older froze when he saw him and wanted to turn around and run away before he saw them but it was too late, his dad had already turned around and seen them making his son's blood turn cold when he saw he was drunk

"we need to leave" jeonghan whispered expressionless without breaking eye contact with his father

his dad cleared his throat with a death glare at jisoo "i just hope for your dear life that you weren't planning on bringing this fag home" he said and looked at jisoo

the younger's breathing hitched, jeonghan had mentioned his dad a couple of times and from the little he had heard and that very familiar slur, he knew he wasn't safe

jeonghan wanted to do what he thought was best for both of them and just let his dad beat him up while jisoo escaped but for some reason he didn't know, he didn't want to look weak in front of the other

"you know what?" i don't give a shit what you think about me anymore" jeonghan furrowed his eyebrows to hide his nervousness unsure on what to do next and turned to look at jisoo a little hesitantly

the younger had no idea what was about to happen until jeonghan pulled him by his collar to kiss him hardly, he was startled at first but kissed back enjoying the taste of his lips he had been dying to feel again even though he didn't admit it even to himself

his dad remained expressionless but stormed inside, went upstairs into jeonghan's room and started trashing it

"you fucking fairy, i thought we made a deal, no dating, no kissing, just act normal under this roof, not even that you could do" his father said angrily as he grabbed all of his belongings angrily making them break the kiss

jeonghan followed him as he breathed heavily and clenched his fists "dad don't do this-" he said and gulped full with adrenaline so different from his brave attitude before

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE" the other replied angrily and pointed towards the door before punching him hardly making him hit the floor

he recovered quickly as if he had gone through the same thing a hundred times before and obeyed in fear of what could happen to him if he didn't leave immediately and stood outside while staring at the window in his bedroom upstairs

jisoo seemed completely terrified too although he was trying to hide it "we should probably leave i-"

he was interrupted by a loud crash, all of his clothing and belongings had been thrown out the window and his father with an angry glare staring from it

"you can get your shit and leave, you have five minutes before i kill you both"

jisoo turned to look at jeonghan and noticed he seemed scared and heartbroken but at the same time frozen as he stared at everything

"come on jeonghan, let's just grab your stuff and leave, it's dangerous" the younger said hesitantly as he pressed his lips together nervously

a few seconds later, he reacted and started helping him pick up his stuff silently

they were both speechless, jisoo had never seen jeonghan not looking full of himself, he turned to look at his face again and noticed he was covering his side profile with his hair

he didn't notice why at first until he heard jeonghan clearing his throat several times and realized he was probably trying not to cry which made him even more silent

once they grabbed his stuff, jisoo purposely didn't even take a look at jeonghan to pretend he didn't notice his eyes were a little teary

"i'm sorry for kissing you without asking for your consent first" the older said very silently it was barely audible and without looking at him, just kept walking

the other pressed his lips together not wanting to talk about the kiss "i'm sorry your dad is such a fu- freaking jerk" he said without any hesitation

the other chuckled weakly "yeah" he let out and licked his lips with a tiny smirk at hearing jisoo nearly curse

"you're going to spend the night in my house" jisoo replied unbothered

"gross, sleeping in a virgin's room" jeonghan said cockily making the younger roll his eyes but internally smile at the fact that the traumatic experience they had just gone through didn't seem to affect him that much

although it actually would've if he didn't have a defense mechanism which involved him suppressing everything, jeonghan knew he needed to act normal, even to himself so it didn't really get to him

once they were in jisoo's house, jeonghan snuck in as the younger distracted his parents and went straight to his room

the younger entered his room too once he realized the other was safe and rolled his eyes at the other smirking at his stuff "oh my god i can't believe you actually have action figures, really living up to the virgin stereotype" he giggled

jisoo sighed "you're a jerk" he said faking annoyance

"aww don't worry, you might lose your virginity someday if you stop being such a boring little fuck, don't lose hope" the other teased as he lied down on jisoo's bed "this is actually really comfortable"

"turn around, i'm going to change" the younger said seriously

jeonghan started laughing "i've literally seen your dick, but fine by me, not like i want to see you get naked anyway" he said cockily

jisoo got startled at the mention of him seeing his dick, they hadn't mentioned anything since it happened, they hadn't even kissed since it happened besides a couple of hours before but only to prove a point, just nothing about the situation, it felt weird that he brought it up "fine, watch me, i don't care" he said with an annoyed glare hoping the other didn't actually look at him since he was shy

the other giggled again "you're getting more and more wild with your jokes everyday, i'm so proud of you" he said and wiped a fake tear as he looked away not wanting to disrespect his boundaries

"you're lucky my parents left or they would've heard you like three times already, you're incredibly loud" jisoo said as he finished changing into comfortable clothes

"whatever" jeonghan rolled his eyes and looked at jisoo who's collarbones were exposed because of the shirt he was wearing and just looked away

"that fucking idiot didn't even check my bag" he said with a smirk as he took out some things jisoo didn't know what were for until he started smoking

"come on, sit down beside me" jeonghan said while sitting on jisoo's bed with his back against the wall

the other raised an eyebrow but obeyed and just stared at their feet