Eeeehhh my first chapter back🤧
Update,
A few days have passed and Alan is still in a coma. He only moves when I'm holding his hand, which isn't much movement since he's only tracing circles on my hand with his thumb. The doctor said that he'll be better by next week but I really don't wanna wait that long. Benny came in yesterday finally, and apologized for not seeing him sooner. He told me it was philips who had done it and he wasn't guilty of anything except for the fight. I never left Alan's side at all, I eat here, I bathe here, and I sleep here. I never let him out of my sight even if he can't go anywhere...
Next day...
Alan's pov:
I woke up to bright lights in my eyes and heavy sobbing coming from beside me. I look down to see y/n balling her eyes out. God she is beautiful, I haven't seen her since that night. That awful, night. Benny fought me out of jealousy. All because I had the girl he wanted, so he hunted me down and beat me almost to death. Then, right when I thought it was over, Philips shot me. All of a sudden the crying stopped, I turned to see y/n staring at me like I was a ghost. Was I dead? Am I dreaming? I heard everything, the doctor said I was gonna wake next week why was I awake now? "I- I thought you were dead..." she said grabbing onto me for dear life. I buried my face in her neck and smelt her sweet perfume, and felt her warm soft skin against mine. "Why would I be dead?" I asked, purposely breathing down her shirt. I knew it drove her crazy because every time I did it she got goosebumps. "Because Alan, you stopped breathing for five minutes...." She told me with her voice cracking. I held her tighter and held back my own tears. Was my body so selfish that it tried to take away my own life? "It's ok, let it out." She said rubbing my back trying to sooth me, but at this point the tears couldn't stop falling. After about 20 minutes of crying the doctor walked in and asked us to leave now that I was ok. On the ride home I couldn't help but think of how odd my small town looked. It was the same as before but after days of not seeing it, you really realize how much you don't pay attention. The second I got home I jumped into bed and went to sleep with y/n right beside me.
//time skip\\
Y/n pov:
"How could you?!" "HOW COULD I NOT?! YOU ARE WORTHLESS". Of course my dad and step mom were going at it again. This is a normal event for me. That's why I prefer to just stay at my actual house. It's getting so bad I want my step dad and mom to take full custody of me. I've talked to yeah yeah about it and he thinks it's probably the best option for me.
"Mom, I need to have a serious conversation with you about uhm.... dad and amber." I said sitting down at the kitchen table facing my mother. "Uh. Okay sweetheart what is it?" She said turning her attention to me. "Well, they fight all the time and I just don't think that's the type of environment I wanna be in. And I know I only see them once a month but.... I don't really wanna see them ever" I said spilling all the feelings I've been hiding. She gave me a warm smile and said "Okay, let me talk this out with your father- step father, and let's work something out ok?" I nodded and went to the sandlot.
"Awe isn't it little shorty." Ham said teasing me as I walked into the field. I shoved past him and sat in the dugout beside Alan. He slung his arm around me and kissed my neck. A normal routine by now. But he knew I was upset, so he pulled me closer if that was even possible and whispered in my ear. "Hey, I know your not in the best place mentally but, do you wanna come over and play games with me?" The last part sent shivers down my spine. What games? Just us? Alone? In his room? I was beyond confused and to make me even more puzzled he licked my bottom lip and ran to his position. That was... odd? I was a blushing mess and all the boys saw. Everyone asked what he whispered in my ear. I of course didn't say a word but yeah yeah told them all to get bent and leave us alone.
//time skip\\
Pg- 13 part up next I'll put a warning:)
I was walking to Alan's house to "play games". Gosh, that sounds awful. But I was definitely intrigued. He kept winking at me every time he did a good play today. And he kept grabbing my thigh, his hand being higher each time. I ignored it then, but now it's all my mind can think about. I walked into his house and ran up to his room. His parents weren't home so I didn't care. I walk into his room to see his LED lights on red and his tv on some random show about drug cartels. How romantic I thought as I sat on his bed wondering where he was. I was scrolling through Instagram until I felt someone stand in front of me, grab my throat and pin me down to the bed. What the fu- but I didn't even have time to think because I was attacked by kisses. 🚩He trailed the kisses (which were definitely hickeys) all the way down to my shoulder, down to my rib cage, hips, and straight to my thighs. I grabbed his head and pulled it up to face me. "Is that how they say hello in Italy or something?!" I said out of breath and trying to hold back whimpers from the ✨satisfaction✨ (sorry I gotta throw sum typa goofy shi in here💀) "well, I don't know I'm not Italian" he said smirking and going back to leaving love bites all over me. I kept my hands in his hair just in case he tries anything. "Can I take these off?" He asked with pleading eyes while tugging at my shorts. I shook my head no to tease him. "You have to wait a little longer." I said winking and shoving his face down into my neck. I knew I was gonna have to wear hoodies and pants for a few weeks from this, but he never acts like this so I don't care. He kept going at my neck but soon got bored and moved to my hip bone. Let's just say this boys got stamina (boy wut da hail🦟) he moved one of his hands from my throat to grab my hair and pull. I tried to keep my noise down but I couldn't take it anymore so I let it all out. I could feel him smirk against my thigh. Suddenly he sat up and looked down at me. "Huh, a screaming mess under me tonight?" He said grinning and kissing me on the lips. (Finally whore😫✋🏻) and for the rest of the night we made out and cuddled. 👯 (ok pg-13 part is over) I woke up the next morning to about 55 hickeys, and several bite marks mainly on my thighs. I turn over to see Alan with scratch marks on his back and several hickeys too. I looked a little closer and saw that I bit his collar bone too because my teeth marks were indented into his skin. I went back to sleep because I was exhausted from the night before.
AAAAH OKAY SO THIS DEFINITELY TOOK A MAJOR TURN BAHAH BUT ANYWAYS- YALL BETTER LIKE IT. 🤧 word count: 1343
