LOVE IS GONE

CHAPTER 34 ( SlightM)

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The past of kai...

(The Flashback~)

Kai's pov

After Jennie caught me cheating my life was been crashed my world turns into black and white

She kicks me off  the outside of the door and she throw my phone 

Then she quickly closed the door and locked it

I was trying to open the door but it won't 

"Jennie! Lets talk about this! Let me explain! I can't  live without you! This is mistaken!" I yelled

"Go....Fuck with your GIRLFRIEND!  LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! WE'RE OVER!"she said

That words echoes into my mind my vision turns into black

My hands was completely become a fist 

Then I finally give up and went to Kristal My First girlfriend 

I was very out of my mind and My heart was full of angryness, sadness and broken hearted 

Then I knocked on her door amd she let me in

"Kai.....Who the hell is that girl,huh!?"Kristal said

"W...we're over..... because of you..." i said while I was making a fist then my head were down 

You can see my face turns into dark like on the anime stuff

"Oh.....So its all now my fault!?" Kristal shouted

Then I pass her and walks in the kitchen and grab a knife

I tightened my grip to it and hide my hand on behind and I slowly walks over her

She looks confused by it

"W-what are you doing?" She nervously said then she backs away from me she was now scared on me

Then I finally revealed the knife and run to her...ready to attack her

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!" She screamed 

Then I stab her so many times.... my face was covered by her blood 

Then She died...i kill her...

Then my eyes went wide and quickly thrown the knife somewhere completely surprised for what I did just now        

My hands were shaking and I dont know what to do with it

"No,,,,,no,,,What the fuck did i do?..." i said then my head hurts and all I can hear is the deafening sound

I was completely insane.....

Then I quickly carried the dead body and burn it and hide it somewhere that people couldn't found

then suddenly I heard a small voice coming  to my  mind

All i can hear is "kill.....kill....lisa....lisa..." 

I was fighting myself but I couldn't.... i can't control it....

I clean the mess in her house and quickly went back to my house

A few days went by...

I was trying to contact jennie but....i can't no longer reached out to her i think she blocked my number so I decided to go to her house 

I was knocking at her door many times but I receive no response 

Then I bang to the door

"JENNIE!!!!!!" I YELLED

THEN I MADE  NEIGHBORS  DISTRACTED BECAUSE OF ME BUT I DONT CARE RIGHT NOW...

"hey what are you doing there?" The  neighbor said

"Where's jennie?" I asked 

"Oh.....Ms.kim? They are no longer live in here they move for about a few days...." the neighbor said

"WHAT?! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHERE ARE THEY NOW?"i said

The neighbor shook her head and walks away

I kicked the door 

Fuck this life.....

Where the fuck are you jennie?...

Then I leave 

As the days go by 

I become  crazy and craziest 

It was eating me inside 

I can't forgot jennie I can't get out her off my mind

It drives me crazy

I try to forgot her by fucking some other whore...

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"Hey daddy.....ready for me to ride you??" The whore said seductively 

Then I aggressively kissed her neck she moans...

Then she removed my cloth and my pants

I quickly removed hers

And fuck her behind without a gentleness 

"Ahhhh,fuck daddy,it feels so good! Ahh slow down! Are you going to kill me?" She moan

"Shut the fuck up you shut! I am not pleasuring you" i groaned 

Then we finally finished our session for a few hours

But it doesn't work for me...I'm still craving for  jennie

She was lying on the bed 

I was wearing my clothes back and my pants

"Don't you want to sleep here with me?" She said

"No,thanks I have a job to do" i coldly said

"Pretty please" she said 

I didn't respond and i leave the club 

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I was sitting on the couch 

Since jennie and I broke up my life was useless there was no directions 

And  I got worse and worse and i was having hallucination

My mind was screaming wanted to kill lisa

It was blaming to lisa

Yes....it was all her fault too.... that should be me who jennie loved not her....

She doesn't have choice....jennie is mine all mine alone...

So I decided to kill lisa 

Then I find some man to find jennie and lisa

I told him to spread the fake news about me being died

For about 6 years ago

I heard from my personnelthat lisa came back here 

finally!this is the perfect day to kill lisa....

and jennie will lose hope with lisa and she will love me again....

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