LOVE IS GONE

CHAPTER 19

Lisa's pov

"You're just being so dramatic Lisa! "

"You're just being so dramatic Lisa! "

"You're just being so dramatic Lisa! "

"Dramatic?" I said while giving her a fake chuckle

"Jennie....just.....what happen to us jennie...you're not the old nini i used to know.... did you really changed..did you really hate me that much....did i deserve it......do you still love me? Because for me its a yes....tell me...did i do something wrong?" i said while smiling like a crazy

It looks like my words hits jennie then her face looks guilty

Then a tears came on my cheeks....

"L-lisa I-im sorry...we can continue this-" she was about to hold my hand but I stopped her 

"No,thanks...its okay...I'm too sleepy  now...i was so tired from the traveling " I said then i layed down to her bed then she does...

when we were lying in bed I didn't face her I turned my back on her ... 

Then I felt a soft hand hugging me it was obviously  jennie

She whispered to me "i love you lisa....I'm  so sorry...I'll  make it up to you" she said 

But I didn't respond I'm pretending to be a sleep...

Then A few hours later.....

when i woke up jennie was no longer by my side

So I get up then i find jennie on the restroom talking to another man...it was kai...

So I tried to  Eavesdropping..

"Hey....Kai......don't say that...i promise to make it up to you...just please wait a little longer....i will tell lisa all about us,okay?I'll tell her the truth but not this time..." jennie said

"I love you too... " she said

I closed my eyes for a second and I walkway then I grab rose's guitar to play and went open the living room to sit on the couch 

I took a deep breath and started to play.....

Please play this song below for the best experience 

Well, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go.......

Jennie's pov

I hang up the phone when I suddenly hear someone playing guitar.....

So I went on the living room to check who was playing the guitar.... there i see lisa playing guitar with an emotion attached on her face while she was singing 

Staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
But dreams come slow, and they go so fastYou see her when you close your eyes
Maybe one day, you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely diesBut you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go......

The last time that I know lisa was playing guitar when we we're in Highschool  she used to play guitar when she wants to express her emotions..... 

I was listening to her...... I miss these days..... Back then..

Lisa's didn't see me still 

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow, and it goes so fastWell, you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much, and you dived too deepWell, you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missing home
Only know you love her when you let her go.....

Then the guiltiness felt on my heart.....

Then I didn't realize that I was crying so I wiped it so fast lisa didn't deserve all of this 

There's a part of me that I still love lisa......

She deserve the truth im really sorry lisa

Then When the guitar stopped playing she finally sees me and she was smiling at me she offers me a hug then I was running at her and hugged her tight 

"I'm  really sorry....lisa..." i said while sniffing crying on her arms

She chuckled then hugged me tight

"You dont have too... I was really sorry too because I became a burden to you " she said sincerely 

No you didn't became a burden to me....if you only know lisa...

Then she broke the hug smiled at me once then she saw me crying she wiped it with her palms

" no matter what you do wrong  to me ..... I will always  forgive you because I love you that much.....So I don't want to see you cry.......lets just go to sleep...." she said then she kissed my hand then on my forehead

Then we sleep each other hugging eachother......