LOVE IS GONE

CHAPTER 20

Lisa's pov.....

For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt

I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true


I'm so sick of this fake love, fake love, fake love
I'm so sorry but it's fake love, fake love, fake love

I wanna be a good man, just for you
I gave the world, just for you
I changed everything, just for you
But I don't know me, Who are you?
The forest just for us, you weren't there
The route I took, I forgot
I even became quite unsure of who I was
Try babbling into the mirror, who the hell are you?

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MARCH 26...... BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY

My mom called me to come over to their house with jennie..... to plan for my birthday

So jennie and I finally arrived at the house

We bowed our heads on my mom then she lets us in

Then we sitted on the couch.....

"So you're birthday is coming out Tommorow....So your dad and i decided to invite your friends so that we can all enjoy the celebration here on our house! What do you think?Isn't it fun...Dear!?" Mom said then she kissed my cheeks

"Okay mom...thanks..." i said then jennie stared at me smiling but theres a sadness between her face....

I knew what is on her mind

"We can invite kai! What do you think!" I said while clapping my hands

"Are you sure about that lili?" She said

I nodded then she smiles completely its different from the first smile that she gives me

LETS GET THIS OVER.....

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Jennie's pov

Lisa's birthday was Tommorow....

I finally arrived at My House

Then Rosè was sitting on the couch her face was so sad

I was really confuse by her behavior these days 

She was being a distant with me and became a quite 

So I decided to talk to her and ask what's on her mind

"Unnie....I was really tired of this......." she said 

"What are you saying?" I asked her

"About hiding you and that stupid kai...Lisa doesn't really deserve this unnie...you know that...you have to decide wisely unnie...make sure you will never regret that choice.... once you made a wrong decision....it can never be restored ever again...." she said 

I know,I know I have to choose between them...

I love lisa

But

I love kai TOO

I'M  SO CONFUSED BY MY FEELINGS RIGHT NOW

I massage my forehead...not knowing whats gonna do..

What do i do now?.....

A few hours went by....i finally decided to let lisa go....Coz I've done so many things to her.... and my feelings for her is not as strong as I used to be ...

I'LL TELL HER THE TRUTH TOMMOROW...

THATS MY FINAL DESISION 

rosè shaked her head then she walks away...