LOVE IS GONE

CHAPTER 14

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Jennie's pov 

I was awaked by the sun rays hits my face then....

I realize..... 

Kai was sleeping besides me naked then me as well

My eyes widen when i saw a blood stains at the bed sheet...yeah it was my first time...i can't belive that I really gave my virginity to kai instead of lisa ......then I quickly get up even though I was a little bit sore down there ..... I covered my body with a blanket 

No,This is wrong.....

Then kai was awake when I got up

"Kai....i have to leave ." i said my voice was shaking im full of guilty 

"Wh-" i cut him off 

"JUST PLEASE ..I NEED SOME SPACE" I said

He wear his clothes then he just standing there 

I wear my clothes then I quickly get a taxi and  I get at my home quickly....

At the house....

Rosè was eating a breakfast then she saw me 

"Unnie...you're back! Let's eat some breakfast i cooked for the breakfast..." she said

"No thanks..i already have" i give her a fake smile and i quickly head out upstairs and went on my room locking the door

And open my phone i was completely guilty right now..

My hands were shaking when I dialed Lisa's number..

She quickly answered 

Jennie:About our fight last night,I'm really sorry to shouted on you...last night 

I said my tears are going to come out without  any seconds 

Then.....i heard no response 

It takes 30 seconds  before she spoke

Lisa:Where were  you? 

She said i can hear her voice was really tired of crying i can feel it

Jennie:huh?

Lisa:Where were you when I was spending my nights crying? Did you forgot what date last night....

Jennie: what date was yesterday? D-did I forgot something 

Lisa:oh so you really forgot it its okay...let me be the one to reminde you that the last night was our ANNIVERSARY..

Oh shit how could i!? She was spending her nights crying then im spending my night with another man..

Jennie:Lisa,I'm sorry 

Sorry was all that I just say

Lisa:its okay I understand you jennie.....You were jealous...since I love you...i will forgive you...Jennie

Jennie:yes?

Lisa:i love you......i was so lucky that I have you in my life

Then her words hits me really hard i was fucking her bestfriend yesterday then she was very sweet to me and very understandable to me...i was completely guilty....

I'm really sorry lisa...I broke the promise...

Then I looked at our promise ring it remindes me that our love was so pure and "faithful"...

Lisa:im going to hang up now.... bye love..

Jennie:bye...and sorry..

She hang up 

Then I went on the restroom and looked in the mirror 

I can see love marks were over me...

I felt disgusted,dirty on my self....

So I take a slow and warm shower and head back on my room again wearing some comfortable clothes...

Then I heard my phone rang....it was kai...

I turned of my phone i dont want to answer him right now....

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A few days later..

Kai and I  didn't talk to each other since that night but he always tried to contact me but i always decline 

I already missed kai....i missed his presence....

Then I heard our door bangs

"JENNIE!!" i heard the man shouting my name i looked on the window and I saw kai was there....

"CAN YOU JUST GO NOW! JENNIE DOESNT NEED YOU! FOR YOUR INFORMATION SHE HAS A GIRLFRIEND CALLED LISA! WOULD YOU LIKE TO SPELL IT FOR YOU!"rosè said so i decided to went downstairs and face kai

Rosè was looking at me confused 

"Jennie..." kai said 

"Letme talk to him rosè I will explain  everything to you later..." i said then she glared at kai one last time.. then she walked out

"Kai why are you here...i told you-" he cuttes me off amd he suddenly pulled and face and he kissed me aggressively 

I didn't know whats gotten to me... i kissed him back our tongue was fighting in the dominance I can't  fight back

I couldn't push him back when our kiss were heated when I have an urge to push him back

"Kai...this is wrong...were betraying lisa...." i said 

"At first I tried to fight this feeling  I know it was but I can't stop this feeling,Jennie  we both liked it,Jennie...You love me too,Jennie,Please jennie its killing me inside when you're pushing me away.... It feels so good and right..just give me some chance to prove it to you..i love you jennie,this wasn't just a lust for me" kai said then he hugged me 

I slowly hugged him back

Then i whispered "Lets make it a secret " i said 

Then he smiled and nodded i told him to go now and he obeyed

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I tell Rosè everything about kai and me....

At first she was very upset on me not believing that did do that 

She was asking me if im still inlove with lisa... my feelings for her is very confusing 

So everyday and night I was always lying and lying to her and kai and I often date and I accept  him as my secret boyfriend.....

The rosè finally accepted all of the things then we both talking...

"I hope you'll never regret this....this was your choice...unnie " she said

I didn't respond......