Whats wrong with you

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I was in my room studying, cause it helps me forget about reality and everything bad, after studying I was looking at pictures of me and dad, I miss him, I wish he was here and tell me that everything is ok, but he's not, everything is bad, I heard a knock of the door
Y/n:who is it
Miss lim:its me ms lim, y/n, master told me to call you down for lunch
Y/n:ok I'll come in a minute
Ms lim left and I quickly hid all my photos and went down to lunch
Jimin:your always so slow
I ignored him and sat down at the corner and started eating
Jin:look y/n, we wanted to say sorry for what tae said
Y/n:save it, I don't want your apology, if it doesn't mean anything

Jin sat quiet and so did everyone else, while eating the front door opened and Mia came in with many shopping bags
Rm:hi Mia
He said showing of his smile
Mia:hi oppa
V:noona come eat with us
Mia:ok
She was about to sit down when the only free seat was next to me, she stood there in disgust
Mia:why does the only seat that is free have to be next to you
I stood up and left
Y/n:there you go
I mumble underneath my breath, and go upstairs

Authors pov
Mia sat down smiling after y/n left
Jimin:why didn't you want to sit next to y/n
Mia:ugh why do you have to talk about her, I hate her, my own dad liked her more, and he died because of her

Jin:is that why you hate her so much
Mia:yeah
Mia said in an annoyed voice
Y/n pov
I went upstairs and started writing in my online diary, while reading it I wanted to cry but I couldn't, I went numb, why does it always have to be me,I started studying, and listening to music at the same time.
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Ms lim:y/n master told us to call you down for dinner
Y/n: I'm not really hungry, I'll stay here
Mr lim:ok y/n if you need anything just call me ok
Y/n:ok
Ms lim went and I'm on my bed staring at the ceiling, while the moon light shines on my face so I went and closed the curtains and now my room was pitch black and that's how I liked

Authors pov
Ms lim went down and told Bts
Ms:y/n said she is not hungry
Mia:thank god I don't have to see her
Jin:ok thank you ajumma
Ms lim left and everyone started eating and talking, v and Jimin were talking to Mia while everyone was thinking about y/n and all had the same question'what does it mean by it's her fault her dad died'

Y/n pov
I was singing a song that I wrote when I heard lots of strange noises, so I went down and saw Jin chasing Jimin with a pan and jungkook chasing V with empty banana milk carton, while rm,
j-hope and Mia were watching the show and suga was sleeping
Mia:ughh y/n what are you doing here
Y/n:I heard noises so I came down to see what was happening
Mia:well you can go now
Mia:j-hope oppa let's go play something
Mia said with a pout which did not look cute
I went up and started singing again and writing more lyrics,

Time skip
I look at the clock and see that is 9pm, and I felt a bit thirsty so I went down to drink water, after I drank water I was about to go up when I saw Mia in my way
Mia:where do you think your going little sis
Y/n:upstairs
I said in a duh voice
Mia:don't talk to me like, and guess what I heard there is going to be thunder and lightning,
My eyes widened when she said thunder and lightning
I started to get scared and froze, then I heard thunder, i covered my ears and crouched down and looked out the window and saw lightning,
Y/n:please please make it stop
I was crying, tears rushing down my cheeks, the thunder kept of getting louder and louder
Y/n:Please, P-PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
I started shouting
Mia:I can't believe your still afraid off thunder
Y/n:STOP, PLEASE STOP, MIA PLEASE P-PLEASE
Jin:WHATS GOING ON
Mia quickly slapped herself and started to fake cry
Mia:J-Jin oppa, y/n slapped me and now she is fake crying to get attention
Jin:y/n why did you do that
I didn't respond, because I could still hear thunder and if I did say anything, they wouldn't believe me
Jin:y/n I'm talking to you
Y/n:I-I d-didn't d-do anything t-to h-her
Jin:well how am I supposed to believe that when Mia has I hand print on her face
All the other Bts members came down
Suga:what's with all the screaming, it disturbed my beauty sleep

Authors pov
Jin:y/n slapped Mia
Jimin:you bitch
They all went to Mia and I see if she was ok
But suga didn't, he was looking at y/n who was covering her ears, and flinching every time there was thunder sound, suga went towards y/n and crouched down and slowly moved her hands away from her ears, but she quickly covered her ears again when she heard thunder
Suga:I don't think you slapped Mia, I believe you
He whispered so only y/n could hear
Y/n:r-really??
Y/n also whispered
Suga hugged her
Jimin:suga why are you hugging y/n, why not Mia, she is the one who is hurt

Suga picked up y/n and was amazed at how light she was but didn't show it
Suga:you guys are so blind
He said and brought y/n up to her room and Mia was jealous that suga didn't fall for her little act.

Y/n pov
Suga brought me to my room and placed me down on the bed, I was still covering my ears, when I felt an arm wrap around me and it was suga
Suga:it's ok nothing will happen
He whispered on my ear, calming me down, he kept whispering until I slowly fell asleep

Suga pov
I brought y/n to her room and placed her down on the bed, but saw that she was still scared so I cuddled with her and whispered into her ear until she fell asleep, when she fell asleep, I was about to leave but decided to look around her room, it was so dark, but I saw her laptop and I opened it and I went to look and saw an audio that was being edited, I put the headphones on and listen, it's y/n singing and I think she wrote it since I never heard this song before and I have admit it was really good, I decided to look through her laptop and saw a tab that said diary, I clicked on it and it was an online dairy, it had many pages, so I decide to read one of them

Dear diary
Today I ate breakfast with Bts and my sister, she sat away from me, I wasn't expecting anything else but I wish she didn't hate me, she says that the reason she hates me was because dad always spent time with me and that his death was my fault, i wish I died instead of my dad, I still love my sister, but no one loves me, every time I want to cry or want to feel some sort of pain I feel numb,
Dad I miss you, wait for me

After reading her diary I went out of her room and down stairs and saw all my brothers on the couch
V:hyung why were you lifting y/n up, she was fake crying
Suga:you brat, Mia is the one who is lying, couldn't you see that y/n had Astraphobia
Jimin:what the hell is that
Rm:fear of thunder and lightning
Suga:when you were all worrying about Mia, y/n was covering her ears and flinching at the sound of thunder.
V:yeah she probably faking it
Jimin:yeah she probably was
Rm:guys I have a recording of y/n talking to herself after v said something about her dad
He showed us the recording and everyone felt guilty except from v and Jimin, they won't except y/n which is stupid

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