Guilt

Part 30

Peter POV
I left dad and I went to the bathroom to take a shower, after I finished I went to set on the laptop and started watching a Netflix show, I was trying to not think about what dad Said  but I couldn't I was feeling numb and angry and sad I was feeling lonely but I wasn't alone I wanted to be alone but didn't like the feeling of loneliness, all I wanted was to have a normal childhood but I couldn't have it, i was wondering if I will have a normal teen life or not, I was tired of thinking so I slept

3rd POV
Peter was feeling unwanted and unloved even if that wasn't true but he couldn't see it, tony couldn't understand him, but Tony didn't make Peter feel like he is his son.
Tony was sitting in his lab and feeling guilty about himself bc he couldn't give Peter a normal life, he promised Peter he is going to be a good father for him but he couldn't, Tony was trying to find away to help Peter but he couldn't bc he couldn't feel what Peter felt , Tony was regreting what he did in the past he wished he could change it but he knew he should pay for his faults
, Tony decided he will will try to talk to Peter tomorrow bc he can't ruin his relation with Peter again.
Tony went to the kitchen and he didn't see Peter and when he asked Friday about him he said he is sitting in his room and he told him not to let anyone in , Tony went to Peter's room " Peter open the door, I want to talk to you" Tony said " about what" Peter asked " you know that I can come in without your permission right" tony said, Peter sighed and opened the door and sat on the bed " now you are in, what do you want to talk about" Peter asked with uninterested tone " about yesterday" Tony said " well there is nothing to talk about plus I don't wanna talk " Peter said " but I wanna explain , I said that bc I was angry at you" tony explained " well every time you're angry at me you shout and punish me" Peter said " but now I'm used to it and I'm okay with it" Peter continued " but I'm not okay with it, I don't want us to be like that Pete" tony said " I was worried about you yesterday, I thought you will be out for an hour or two but not 6, and I didn't find you at the park and you weren't answering your phone" tony continued "" I know I should have told you but you didn't try to understand, you just yelled at me and let's not forget infront of everyone even the boy that you want me to be friend with " Peter said with a little bit raised tone" is it now about Harley, he didn't do anything to you and u didn't force you to be friend with him, what did you want me to do " tony said" well if you wanted him to be with you at the Christmas maybe you should have told aunt pepper to not let me out as you did 6 years ago" Peter said, Tony was feeling bad " why are you talking about things that happened in the past" tony said " Peter I know that I wasn't a good father before but I was thinking that If I'm not close to u you will be better, but you should know that you're my son and I  well always love you and no one can change that,my love to you isn't like my love for anyone else's love " tony said then he grapped Peter into a hug" Iove you too dad " Peter said, Peter was trying to end this conversation so he decided to not talk anymore, after few minutes tony broke the hug" you can go out now but before you go you must tell me, and if you gonna be late you will take happy with okay " tony said" okay dad don't worry " Peter Said and he smiled a bit" and If you don't want to be friend with Harley it's okay " tony explained, Peter nodded" now let's go you didn't eat your breakfast yet " Tony said then he took peter and went to the kitchen
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