"Whether I have to laugh or cry, I look for you like someone crazy

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"Whether I have to laugh or cry,
I look for you like someone crazy.
whether you are in love with me tomorrow or not,
whether I have the permission tomorrow or not,
with the pieces of my broken heart with me,
I'll stick to your door only"

 whether you are in love with me tomorrow or not, whether I have the permission tomorrow or not, with the pieces of my broken heart with me, I'll stick to your door only"

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“maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn’t have. Maybe there’s a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.”

“what do you do when the one person the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused you pain? How can I want so desperately for him to wrap me up in his arms but also want so much for him to leave me alone?”

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“what do you do when the one person the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused you pain? How can I want so desperately for him to wrap me up in his arms but also want so much for him to leave me alone?”

“what do you do when the one person the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused you pain? How can I want so desperately for him to wrap me up in his arms but also want so much for him to leave me alone?”

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"we can’t be together but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you"

"Taehyung, you know what, that day my one friend was saying about how a girl loves you madly

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"Taehyung, you know what, that day my one friend was saying about how a girl loves you madly. I was ok till she said, she is not marrying any guy and the reason was you. at first I was about to ignore the feeling which was disturbing me from a long time. And I was about to think that girls will love you and that is natural. They can love you as their idols. But when I heard more of that girl, my heart started getting crumpled badly. As if someone just squeezed my heart on his palm and jerked it badly.

I put the phone down that night but the matter was not leaving my head. Then I felt my breathes was getting shorter and my arms were kinda trembling. I looked down at myself and frowned seeing me shaking badly. and automatically tears fall on my cheeks making me more frown. I mean why I was even feeling that. I was feeling scared, I was feeling very scared to lose a person who is in my imagination. And that person was you. I tried to sit but eventually I felt I was shaking more badly. I held my chest and rubbed it gently still the pain was not decreasing. I asked myself why I was behaving like that. What had gotten into me? Why can’t I digest the fact that someone loves you? At the same time I compared my love with that girl’s love. I thought does she have those same feelings for you as me or she has more feelings for you more than me. I felt unsecured. I lay down on the on my bed and felt my nerves were calming down. But after a couple of minutes, I felt my body became numb.

That day, I realized these feelings of attraction grew more which shouldn’t. We are different. We don’t even exist in each other’s world. We have different dreams, different professions, different status, different cast, different religion, different languages, different regions and at last different destinations. You might not know me ever. We might never see each other. then I should bury this feeling here. I shouldn’t let myself drown in you. because this imagine will break anytime and bitter reality will hit me and scatter me like anything."

WRITTEN IN ONE OF THE WALLS

To be continued

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