Falling for you

My baby

Chapter twenty-nine

Ava
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When me and Sara were driving home we were silent I looked out the window seeing all the trees and stars going by. We got home late the school wouldn't let anyone leave which I hate so much.

Flash back
"Are you okay?" Nora asked me "yeah just a little headache" Sara sat next to me as I layed my head on her lap. "You know I love you right? And that you can tell me anything" she saids to me "I know" I look down at the floor. "Ava" "hm?" "Look at me please"

I turned to her slowly my eye met hers. Her baby blue eyes "you know that right?" "Yes I do" I smiled weakly so did she.

"Can everyone please go to the cafeteria"

We heard the principal say we got up and went to the caf the halls were so full as fuck that I had to stay really close to Sara. Sooner or later we finally made it, we sat down at our table that we usually sit at and there was ari and John "hey guys" ari saids "hi where were you?" "Let's just say the bathroom" "you guys did it in there?" "Hell yeah" "eh I would of too" Sara joins in "what?!" I look at her

She laughs "babe everyone does it in there sometimes" "in the school bathroom?!?" "Yes" "or sometimes In the hall" "I never seen that happened before" "well it's just fingering in the hall but in the bathroom.." "yeah yeah shh I get it" I say

It's not that I felt embarrassed it's just who in the fuck had sex in the bathroom? Like what the fuck is wrong with you people. Like please do that at home I don't even do it here. To the think of it I haven't had sex in a long time.

End of flash back

"Babe?" "Yeah?" I turn my head to Sara "are you okay okay?" "Yes I am I'm just really tired"
We finally made it home "are you hungry? I can always Uber eats us something"

"No thanks I'm just gonna go to bed" I get out of the car with Sara following me.

Sara
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This as been the weirdest days ever first this was our first day back then there was someone with a gun at our school then Ava gets a Panic attack, we stay at the school all day because they wouldn't let us leave. Ava hasn't eaten anything since this morning and now I'm just watching her every move

"Babe just please eat something before bed"

She just looks at me

"Please for me?" "Fine but if I fall asleep before the food gets here it's not my fault" she goes upstairs I sigh and order food.

I got upstairs and walk into Avas room she's changing "can you hand me that please?" She points over to a white silk nightgown "yeah sure here" I walk over to her and hand it to her "thank you"

I shower then change I look over to see Ava laying down under the covers and watching Netflix I walk over and lay down next to her getting close. I kissed her head "you know after we eat you have to take a shower right?" "And what if I don't want to?"

"Then I will do everything in my power to make you or I could help you with a bath?"

She rolls her eyes "a bath would be nice I'm just stressed" she looked up at me "I know just let me take care of you love" "Sara." "Please it's the least I can do" I give her a pout "fine but that's all your doing" I smirked at her comment

Before I could say anything else the doorbell rang "I'll get it" I say before Ava could say a word I quickly went downstairs and got the food. Before I went back into Avas room I had to make sure Laurel I was here or not so I knocked on her door.

"Laurel?" I said But I didn't hear anything maybe she was out with a friend. I turn back to Avas door "I'm back with food" I say walking in the room "finally" I chuckled

One hour later ish

Ava started to fall asleep in my arms while we were watching tv. "Aves" I shake her lightly "hm?" "It's time for your bath love" "just give me like 5 minutes" "no your just going to fall asleep" "nu Im closing my eyes"

"Sure" I roll my eyes playfully, went to the bathroom to start a bath. When the bathtub was full I quickly checked the temperature to make sure it isn't to hot or cold. I got up to go get Ava

"Babe" I call out but I didn't get a response

"Ava?" I walk into the room to see her asleep. I got sacred for a moment there. I went over to her and picked her up "put me down I want to sleep" she saids in a sleepy voice

"Ava" "please" "no" I said back as we get to the bathroom and I set Ava down on the counter as she rubs her eyes. I started to take off her nightgown "arms up" she did as she was told.

When she was undressed I helped her in the bath. As I was about to grab a rag when she flinch at my Touch when I rubbed the warm rag slowly on her skin "relax love I'm not going to hurt you" I say in calm Voice 

"Why are you doing this?" She asked "I wanted to make it up to you from the nyssa situation.."

"Sara." "Hm?" "You don't have to make it up for me I'm okay i promise" "no your not okay Ava you had a Panic attack today do you think that's okay?! Having me worry? Having you in my arms crying and shaking and in the moment I didn't  know what to do"

"Do you know how that feels?! The feeling of your girlfriend in your arms crying and shaking and you don't know what to do!!?" I say almost yelling

"I... I don't" she saids looking at me in my eyes as hers Eyes are wide open looking like she's Awake

I took at second and noticed that Ava was now crying I felt like shit. I made this worse didnt I. Before I did anything I took a breath in and out. I turn back to Ava "Hey hey don't cry I got caught up in the moment I'm sorry" I cupped her cheek

And wiped her tears "I can leave if you want and you can take your bath yourself" I offered to her "no..I want you to.. be here with me"

She puts her hands on mine. Damn Ava is a cruel, shy person in school but with me she is such a baby or should I say my baby and I'm glad she's comfortable with me it's just my anger issues I need to work out. I don't want to see her cry over me yelling again this is like the 5 time.

What am I going to do?

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