Jealousy, Where do I even begin? | tommyinnit angst

5... Okay?

Wilbur POV

"Ghh... I can't I can't I can't!" I mumbled to myself, stumbling downstairs.

I felt tears form at my waterline, I walked to the room Karl and Techno were in. I looked at them, making sure they couldn't see me.

Should I go in?

No.

Yes.

They love you.

You annoy them.

Why are you so fucked up?

You are the worst.

They care about—

Don't.

Leave.

I ran upstairs and into my room, slamming the door and breaking down. Why can't I just tell somebody how I feel without them thinking I'm annoying. Why?

Then I remembered.

I opened my phone, going to Karl and I's messages.

Wilbur: Hey?? wheb amd I drfing tht thdeepaist??/?

I anxiously twiddled my fingers, waiting for a response. Tears clouded my vision as I put a hand over my mouth, holding in my sobs.

Karl: What? I can't read that Wil. Are you alright?

Wilbur: Yea Im oksy sor ty for the spellinmg efrors. I said When am I seeing that therapist?

Karl: No issue.. You are seeing her tomorrow, her names Niki.

Wilbur: Oksy geat :)

I shut off my phone, I want to see her now?! I can't believe I never asked for a therapist before. I wouldn't be this bad if so.

"Wilbur!" Tubbo and Tommy yelled, coming down the hall.

I panicked and quickly wiped my tears, Tommy and Tubbo walked in. "Do you wanna go out?" Tommy asked me.

"Where to.." I mumbled, not facing them.

"Uhm- We were thinking the mall or something.." Tubbo said.

I stood up and turned around, smiling a little. "Thank you for inviting me, Sure."

Tommy POV

Wilbur wanted to sit next to me desperately, Why? He kept begging me to sit in shotgun while he drove. Weird.
We made it to the mall, after torture.

"What should we get to eat?"
I asked.

Wilbur looked uneasy, I know exactly why.
"You can choose Wilbur!" Tubbo smiled.

I saw Wilbur's face grow white, he was nervous. "I.. Uhm-.. Don't know." He murmured, looking down.

"We can get pretzels or something?" I suggested.