Jealousy, Where do I even begin? | tommyinnit angst

4 ... Tubbo.

Tommy POV

"Wilbur, are you sure?" Karl asked.

"Yes, I'm fine." Wilbur quickly became irritated. Why does he have such massive mood swings?

"Okay... Just don't be thinking of anything bad." Karl threatened.

"What thing?" I was confused.
What thing was Wilbur thinking?

"Oh, right you forgot. I can tell you l-" Karl started.

"No! Don't tell him." Wilbur yelled.

"It's not something he needs to remember, it will make everything harder on him." Wil rambled, i'm trying so hard to remember.

Oh.

I remember.

His eating.
It's bad.

That's why what he said was familiar...

oh.

"Wil it's okay I remember." I felt tears come to my eyes.

"What?!" Wil snapped around.

"I remember! It's okay you don't need to hide it from me.." I cried. Why am I crying?

"You actually remember?!" Wilbur had a smile on his face, is he happy?

"Why are you smiling!?"

"Because! This means your memory can come back!" He grinned. I liked seeing him like that, even If I barely knew him.

"Yay." I whispered to myself, I'm upset a little.

We finished the rest of the day, then the next morning came.

ugh

i was not ready for today.

"Tommy!! You- Uh. Have visitors?" Karl shouted from downstairs.

"Huh...?" I groaned, Wilbur was passed out. He was curled up in a ball, no blankets on him. I had them all on my bed? I threw one onto him and ran downstairs.

"Coming!" I shouted, running through the hard wood halls. Once I got to the front door, my mouth dropped.

"Tubbo?" I widened my eyes.

"Tommy!" He ran up to me and hugged me tightly, I just stood there, stiff as can be.

Tubbo started rambling,
"I heard what happened! You're okay right?! You remember me?! Please tell me you remember me— I'm so sorry! I never reached out, I never tried to talk! I was so mean—"

"It's okay, really.." I giggled. "And yes, I remember you."

"You sure?! Please be honest— I'm so sorry." He cried, putting his head down.

I felt bad, He was genuinely sorry? Right? He looks so upset. I missed Tubbo, "Honestly, I was really hurt by what you said. But it's okay— I'm over it." I looked to the side.