P A R A G R A P H S

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You sit there and wipe your face and you stand up.

You: if you'll let me go. I need to go change my tampon now.

Spooky: you so lucky you a girl bruh.

You run upstairs and handro yells

Geesy: YOURE NOR ON YOUR FUCKING PERIOD LIL GIRL,

He picks you up dragging you back downstairs andmyou sit there

You: why are they here.

Geesy: because. Mateos busy figuring out adoption and surrogacy and shit cuz him and santino want a baby. So I got them2 scariest and the nicest I could get on short notice

Cesar: who's nicer than me

You: uhh gianny, sapo, Jamal, ruby

Cesar: uh- I'll switch to being bad cop if you want.

You: shut up.

Ale: no. What the fuck is wrong with you.

You: nothing

Ale: then why the fuck did he tell me you're bulimic. AGAIN.

You: because I am. But I have it under control

Spooky: you don't. You look like you're dying.

Cesar: you still look pretty though.

You: shut the fuck up.

Cesar: fuck this im being mean. You look like a fuckin malnourished intesive care patient youre gonna lose your hair and everything else nice about you and you're gonna end up in some sort of hospital so fuckin stop it or we'll just stop caring.

You start crying and you sit on spookys lap hugging him crying andnhe looks at the rest of them confused

Spooky: why she pick me.

Ale: I guess cuz you've never said anything that could hurt her in the long run or something. I dont know you got a soft spot for her.

Spooky: valentinaaaa you good?

You: no. I wanna die.

Spooky: well that doesn't sound like  a good idea.

You: it does to me.

Spooky: well we're not gon do that.

You: mhm.

Spooky: you gotta eat Valentina.

You: no.

Spooky: okay. Well let's start with how this happened. What made you think you're fat.

You: social media. Just girls my age in general.

Spooky: well how about you let your phone die and focus on your school shit and listen to him when he tells you you're pretty.

You: but I still won't be skinny.

Spooky: okay. And. Like do you want a cookie? Nobody cares if you're skinny or not. And you're nowhere near over weight so. Yea.

You: I dont like my body though

Cesar: bruh, what do you not like. Yo ass is big as fuck. Yo titties nice too and you got curves and a cute face. 10 outta 10 would smash and not pull out,

Geesy: already did that shit.

Ale: shut up. You called te special task force. Let us work.

He laughs going back to sinceres room and you sit on the floor

You: okay.

Ale: so. Since we're all gonna die anyways I say eat whatever you want. However much you want and be happy with how you look because youre 17 and not fully developed so eventually you'll change and look different. So live with it.

You: can I try to eat. And if I go to the bathroom someone babysit.

Spooky: whatever,

You: okay.

You sit on the floor watching TV with all of them and you eat your canes and you finish.

Cesar: yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy wooooooooooo

You: hush

You get up going to the bathroom and you turn the sink on and go to throw up and spooky swings the door open

Spooky: nope.

He takes you back to the living room and you sit up watching TV and you hear sincere crying and you go into his room

You: hey papa what's wrong with my baby hm?

Sincere: im Kay

He hugs you falling asleep and you go to put him back in his bed and he screams so you just hold him andnsit on the floor with the boys.

You: wanna play never have I ever. I'm bored.

Ale: sure.

Spooky: im not goin first you got it mano.

Cesar: uhhh never have I ever engaged in romantic activities with someone in this room. Without being in a relationship with that person.

You,Cesar, and spooky take a drink and so does geesy and ale looks at you

You: what?

Ale: you slept with oscar?!

You: no. I kissed him and he kissed me and I used to sneak around wit Cesar and I kissed handro once before we started dating.

Ale: ohhhh okay.

You: I have one for yall. Never have I ever seen someone sitting here's dick

Spooky: shit I'm drinking.

You: whaaaaaaat?

Spooky: well uh 1 we're brothers. So I've changed his diapers and showered him when he was little, and I was 4 when ale was born so I'd attempt to change his diapers andmyour mom would yell at me and kick me out after giving me boli. So I've seen both of theirs. In the past. Current form? Fuck no and I don't wanna.

You: well um this is obvious. I've seen Cesar's its huge I've seen handros its huge too. I'm scared as fuck if i ever seen Oscar's and I'll die if I see ales.

Spooky: whatchu scared of mine for.

You: youre Cesar's big brother. If his is big yours is probably gigantic.

He starts dying laughing at your hand motions and you smile

You: what.

Spooky: why you make that shape you fuckin weirdo

You: its a peepee shape.

Spooky: this ain't a lil peepee this a demon dick fuck is you on.

You: ooh- a mess you a mess

Spooky: 13.5 inch mess though. So.

You: nooo damnittttt.

Geesy: huh

You: yours isn't the biggest in the room I'm mad.

Ale: next uhhhh never have I ever cheated to get back at someone.

You: Cesar. Go ahead. Drink up.

Cesar: I never did,

You: so you're telling me. You didn't go and fuck monse because I was alone behind a closed door with gianny.

Cezar: I aint fuck her cuz you was in there. I aint even do the fuckin I kindangot finessed into drinking a few beers and then she pushed me down and rode my shit.

You: damn tough shit

You all continue playing for a few hours until....