P A R A G R A P H S

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You wake up the next day to sincere laying on you sniffling and you sit up looking at him seeing hes still crying

You: whats wrong

Sincere: i-i-i don't like bean away daddy an you

You: separation anxiety. Fuck.

Sincere: daddy tex

He hands you your phone and you look seeing geesy texted you a paragraph.

BD🍼😶: hi. Im sorry for doing that to you you didn't and never will deserve it. I love you and sinnie more than you know and I'm sorry for everything that's happened. I wanna spend more time with sincere and I wanna spend more time with you. Youre still my world. I need you. If you want you can bring him over today and ill keep him for the weekend and it'll just be us no drinks, no girls, no drugs, no parties. Thats how I want it. Just the three of us. Forever. Youre pretty, smart, funny, talented, and you always keep me happy, even now. I love you. And I wanna start over.

You: no. Thank you tho. I'll bring him by 12.

BD🍼😶: its cool. I love you.

You puts you phone down putting your face in your hands and sincere lays on you chewing on his pacifier.

You: aye! No pac during the day pop.

He hands it to you grabbing his elmo and his wubby and you change him and get dressed and go over to geesys and you go inside

You: handro?

Geesy: kitchen.

You go to thenkitchen holding sincere and you hand him to geesy making them both smile

Sincere: yuv you daddy.

Geesy: I love you too papas.

He sits on the couch holding sincere and you sit next to them and geesy kisses you and you kiss back reluctantly and you pull away

Geesy: I love you.

You: no. That was an accident

Sincere: bestos!

Geesy: mhm besitos papa.

Sincere kisses geesys nose like you do to him and geesy kisses his cheeks and they sit there watching SpongeBob until sincere falls asleep.

Geesy: can we talk now.

You: you can.

Geesy: why are you still upset about it.

You: you went to the party knowing "I have a girlfriend and a son to go home too" and you still chose to get fucked up and sleep with her while you and a whole family waiting for you to come home.

Geesy: I came home.

You: you still did all of that stuff knowing you had a family.

Geesy: and I apologized.

You: apologizing doesn't undo it it doesn't undo the pregnancy and it doesn't undo the abortion to try and make me feel better

Geesy: she wanted it first. I thought you'd feel better

You: you still got someone else pregnant.

Geesy: I know. And Im sorry. I love you val you know that