The Nerd's Idiot

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Y'all know this was posted months ago so you can skip it. It's just I placed in a weird spot so it keeps showing up as last but after today's chapter I updated it won't be there anymore lol

Okay guys so I had an exam prep zoom meeting now. And it stressed me the fuck out cause I am new to vocals in general, so musicality theory isnt my thing. And that's a section of our international exams that we pay for so failing those are stressful already as it is. Lol. Next week I will probs go back to college so sadly will have to leave home despite the terrifying Covid scares currently in the area of my school lol. I am kinda hoping somehow that's canceled or something happens to prolong it but either way currently its happening so I have to start preparing for the international exams so I most likely won't be updating in a while, will probs still be on wattpad cause for some reason instead of studying I read all the time during exam time but I am also hoping I focus a bit. Cause well stressed. Especially with the dance exam, I am dropping dance next semester but I am pretty sure I still gotta do tbe international exam. I hate how wr have normal exams then the international ones as well. Like pick fucking one!! Cause as some of you know I already went through exams for three weeks. And luckily international ones were postponed and we still dont have a set date yet. But yeah.

If you want extra info I take performing arts as you guessed lol. Like originally for a few universities I applied for performing arts in like Los Angeles etc and got it, but I had to go to the one here cause I mean the currency rate sucks. Since I stay I  South Africa And for this one I could've sworn I ticked the acting major but I didnt so I ended up practically taking every subject besides film making without my knowledge and some people got to pick which subjects not to take but since this place was last minute I didnt so fuck sakes.

So yeah, I really just wish they only did one exam thing but they dont and I am honestly freaking out and like panicking here so I wanna try and start preparing now cause the school estimates exams will be at the end of the month and I wanna fucking die.

I used this book cause i think it's the fan favourite hehe. So sorry if y'all hoped for a chapter maybe after atleast my vocals exam I will post. Cause that's the one I am mainly stressed about and dance but since I am dropping I dont care that much but should still pass lol. I am sure the acting one will be fine doesnt mean I wont stress and the musical Theatre exam is our musical so I mean I know what to do already for that. But yeah so stressed Dani noises I am not even gonna spell check and just post. I am sorry and please pray that my exams are cancelled lol. Cause I wanna stay home and dont wanna go back to Gauteng which is three hours away from home btw. Especially when my dorm friends are home right now so I will be alone for cooking and shit which with me I will probs just skip meals or not eat healthy cause I would be too busy stressing lol I- and its colder there like I hate winter but winter here home in Nelspruit is hotter then over there atleast.
Anyways enough about my life.

I love you assfucks so much you guys bring me peace in all honesty like reading on wattpad and reading your comments on my books so I am seriously just thank you, y'all are my family. I will delete this like probs when exams are done or maybe keep it here for a while idk. Just yeah love you guys, thanks for keeping me sane!