My Bestfriend, My Soulmate (Seongjoong)

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TW!!!! SUICIDE!!

It had been a few days since Hongjoongs passing. The boys were in charge of planning the funeral since no one knew how to contact his parents

Seonghwa hasn't left his room the entire time. He didn't eat. He didn't drink. Instead of sleeping soft sobs could often be heard

Today was the first day Seonghwa had left Hongjoongs room. He stayed in his room cuddling one of his hoodies every time someone checked on him

There was always someone in Hongjoongs apartment with Seonghwa just to make sure nothing would happen

Seonghwa left the room, in Hongjoongs favorite sweats and a hoodie

"Hey Hwa..". Wooyoung said hesitantly

Seonghwa groaned as he left the apartment. He slammed the door and began walking

Wooyoung, thinking nothing of it, entered Hongjoongs room to check things

Wooyoung saw a note that had been left on the bed. His heart sank as he had a feeling what the note said

He quickly read the note. His assumptions were right, it was a suicide note

Wooyoung, not even thinking to grab shoes, rushed out the door. He called San as he was running in a rush to find Seonghwa

"San" he said inbetween breaths as he ran

"What's wrong love!?" he asked, very concerned

"Seonghwa! He left" he breathed out heavily "a note. a s-suicide note" a wooyoung said as a tear fell and he continued to run

"Okay baby! i'll get in my car and drive around. We'll find him baby!!" San said as wooyoung responded with "okay" and hung up the phone

Wooyoung continued running a over town. Although he was tired, his body would not let him stop until he found Seonghwa

As he was running, he got a call from San.

"i found him! He's at the bridge near our coffee shop" San practically yelled at his boyfriend

"I'll be there! don't let him do anything! please san!!"

"don't worry"

San quickly parked his car and got out as he saw Seonghwa standing on the edge

"Seonghwa!" San yelled

Seonghwa looked back at him, his face red and puffy from crying

"Don't do this! You have so much to love for" San said as he slowly walked towards Seonghwa on the edge

"Like what!? The love of my life died less than 10 feet away from us and i couldn't do shit to save him! it's my fault hes dead! we shouldn't have even went! now he's gone! he's gone san! i have nothing left now that i don't have him!" Seonghwa yelled as he choked on his tears

"you have so much to live for! you have Wooyoung! You have us, your friends! You have the rest of your college experience and then you can get a job and live life as an adult! please seonghwa, get down from the edge and we'll talk this out okay!?"

Seonghwa violently shook his head "N-No i don't think i can do that. i need to be with my love" he mumbled

"Please seonghwa!" Wooyoung yelled as he approached, visibly out of breath

"W-Wooyoungie" Seonghwa called. He only used that name when something was seriously wrong

"Yes Hwa, i'm here! Please come down here and we'll talk okay? please"

"I'm sorry Youngie. I'm so sorry!" Seonghwa yelled

"Seonghwa!!" Wooyoung yelled

"I love you Youngie. But i am going to be with my baby again" Seonghwa yelled as he stepped off the bridge

He broke. Seonghwa couldn't handle not being around Hongjoong. The one boy he truly loved, was gone and it was his fault.

He couldn't change anything and he longed for be with his love. He'd give anything to be with him, and in this case the cost was his life.

Wooyoung scremed out as he ran to the edge of the bridge

"Seonghwa!" he cried out as he saw the boys lifeless boys lay below him on the ground. blood surrounding his body

San quickly grabbed his phone dialing 9-1-1 as Wooyoung ran down to see Seonghwa

"No No No No..." Wooyoung cried out holding Seonghwa head in his lap running his hands through his hair

Since they were in the middle of town it didn't take long for the ambulance to arrive

They paramedics took Seonghwas lifeless body into the ambulance

Wooyoung tried to go with them, but San held him back. San knew he wouldn't be able to handle it

Wooyoung was almost at his breaking point. First he lost Hongjoong and then it was Seonghwa

The only think keeping Wooyoung here was San. He didn't really care too much for his parents at this point, and his friends were nice but San.

San was what kept him going and it was that day San had promised to both himself and Wooyoung that he would never be alone

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Days passed and the boys decided to have a joined funeral for the lovers. It was a beautiful service, only attended by a few people

The day they were buried was the hardest for Wooyoung. It hurt his so much to see his best friends gone

He knew he had to live on for the two of them.

And just like that, the two bodies were laid for their eternal rest together. Seonghwa got his wish, the two were now going to be together for the rest of eternity

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A/N: That's the end! Thanks to everyone for reading and voting i appreciate it so much!!

I also started crying while writing this chapter

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