𝓶𝔂 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕 ✆

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"did you eat." he asked firmly turning around and staring at me.

"yea i ate now can i help you?" i looked away from his eyes so he don't see that i'm lying.

"look at me like tezhaé." he turned my head to face him looking in my eyes.

"i should bat you in yo shit." he said throwing me a pack of mini oreos.

"i'm not hungry." i tried giving them back to him.

"take me to yo room, when was the last time you ate?" he asked following me up the stairs.

"2 days ago." i mumbled not feeling like talking anymore.

i sat down on my bed and he just stood in front of me mugging me.

"why you didn't eat, what's wrong?" his face softened and he sat next to me on the edge of my bed.

"nothing i'm fine." i said, ready to go to sleep.

"can you stop lying to me and tell me what's wrong with you?" he asked softly.

i gave in and just laid my head on his shoulder.

"imma be aight stop worryin bout me, youon need more stress."

"tezhaé what the fuck is you tammat?" he asked throwing his arm around my shoulder.

"you don't need no more stress so stop worrying about me." i said slowly hoping he would understand more.

"mcht bruh it's not like that, you can't only be there for me when i need you i gotta be there for you too." he rubbed my arm.

"why is you holding me like a white parent." i asked and he laughed.

"cmon tell big bro what's wrong."

"you corny as fuck don't say that shit again." i leaned up and mugged him.

he rolled his eyes and scooted his back to my headboard then patted the spot next to him.

"ughhhh." i groaned crawling next to him and laying my head back on his shoulder while he put his arm back around my shoulder.

"ight so vent, i can tell you needa vent about sum."

should we tell him

nah cause what if he get mad at us one day and do the same thing as our egg donor.

you right you right, but he might not be like that.

i mean we can try i guess.

"uhh when i was younger, my daddy was like my whole world." i started off after a lil second of silence.

"i'm listening."

"i always used to wonder why him and my mama was always arguing and shit cause they was mad toxic."

"i was smart as fuck as a kid so i picked up on everything and i basically knew how most shit work yfm." i said and felt him nod.