Kurt Cobain And I Love Her

Eavesdropping

To be perfectly honest with you I didn't know how to feel

Yeah I'd fuck him but I just don't think the feelings would be there

"Nothing"
He said quietly

"I'm gonna have to call you back"
He said before hanging up and throwing the phone on the bed

"Sorry for listening in on your
conversation but,
You'd fuck me?"
I asked

He nodded his head slowly

"Okay Kurt look"
I said softly pulling him to the bed sitting him down

I stood in front of him and smiled softly

"Kurt I just don't feel sexual attraction towards you like yeah your hot but"
I shrugged felling bad although this wasn't my fault

"That's fine"
He said looking directly into my eyes

"Like I'd still have sex with you,
There just wouldn't be the connection on my behalf"
I said

His eyes widened and he smiled slightly

He stood up and stepped closer to me

"Can I kiss you?"
He asked

"Uh... I guess?"
I replied

"Look I have no idea what's happening here but we can see how it goes maybe it could
work out"
I said quickly before he could even begin to lean in

He nodded his head and leant in putting his hands on my shoulders kissing me softly then pulling back looking at me

"Oh okay uh-
One more time"
I smiled

So he did

He lent in a kissed me again this time a little longer

He pulled back and smiled at me

"Okay I like this"
I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck pulling him back to me

.  .  .

I laid on top of Kurt while his hand ran up and down my back while my heat raced and I had the cold sweats due to what just happened

I could fell his chest rising and falling at a quick pace

I pulled my hand up and put it on his cheek and I looked up

"Fuck"
I laughed

"What"
He smiled looking down at me

"I think it's a possibility that I'm catching feelings"
I smiled softly

A big smile crept its way across his face and pulled me up closer to him so I was close enough for him to kiss me

I let out a gentle moan into the kiss as he grabbed the back of my neck

I smiled into the kiss as he didn't let go not in the slightest

After a little bit he pulled back and put his hand on my ass

Out of absolutely nowhere my eyelids became very heavy as I fell asleep

.  .  .

I woke up laying on my stomach with Kurt pressed against my side with his leg over me

Cold air hit me quickly as I tried to grab blankets to pull them over our naked selves but then quickly realised there where no blankets

I sat up slowly trying not to wake Kurt

I slid out of his grip and stood up and went to the foot of the bed seeing the doona on the floor

I picked it up and pulled it over to Kurt and laid it on him

Kissing his forehead softly before pulling a shirt and my underwear on

I climbed on the bed and sat next to him looking out the window

I smiled hearing birds singing

I looked over to my left at his bedside table seeing that it was only six in the morning

I looked at the back of Kurts head leaning down and kissing his cheek then his shoulder

"Fuck,
Caught feelings hundred percent"
I whispered to myself getting out of the bed going to the toilet to clean myself

*KEEP YOURSELF CLEAN AFTER SEX AND IF YOUR GONNA FUCK,
USE PROTECTION AND MAKE SURE TO CLEAN YOURSELF AFTER!
STDS ARNT FUN*

I was sat on the toilet doing my do when I heard the blankets on the bed ruffling around

I got myself cleaned up and washed my hands going back into Kurts room seeing him laying on his stomach with the blanket just above his waist

I smiled and crawled onto the bed beside him and put my hand on his hair

"Catching feelings huh?"
He mumbled

Shit

"Maybe"
I whispered

He turned his head and looked up at me and smiled

"Kiss me"
He whispered

I bent down and kissed him softly

I pulled back and smiled down at him running my hand along his cheek

"I've a boner"
He mumbled looking up at me

"Jesus Christ"
I laughed getting off the bed walking out the room downstairs

"I'll be there in a minute"
I heard him yell loud enough for me to hear him

I nodded although he couldn't see me

Should I go up there and join him with that-

Yeah probably

"Wait for me!"
I yelled running back up to his room