Someone's sleeping in my bed.

Untitled Part 28

Trigger warning] if you are someone that is triggered by self harm please don't read the following you have been warned)

Fionna Marshall said gritting bus teeth, yes your highness? Fionna asked MOM JUST STOP! Raven yelled Fionna looked at raven and gave him a sad look that's when raven realised she has fallen apart and is trying to keep herself together with gum, for others horror struck raven like that bug hit the bus, he started to shake am I not good enough for you? Raven asked you seemed happy am when I was growing up was all of that just a lie? Raven asked Fionna gave a sad look and opened her mouth but closed it and disappeared Fionna went in her apartment she needed a way to be happy to let the pain go she got her pocket knife and went to the bathroom she got in the bath and stared at the ceiling I'm always making mistakes I wish I could disappear, I'm such a failure Fionna thought she cut her wrist she sat there and sighed and stared at her wall she felt something on her other hand that was dangling out of the tub she looked to see boo she petted his head hey boo Fionna muttered he purred Fionna thought about a lot until she got weak from blood loss she heard a knock on the door boo didn't leave Fionna

Boo wasn't just a cat he was like cake he was smart Fionna it's ok I love you or amazing boo said Fionna smiled weakly I knew you could talk, Fionna said [OK ITS OVER NOW SORRY FOR MAKING HER DEPRESSED] she got out of the bath boo turned the other way she put on a towel and cleaned her cut and she bandaged it, the knocking continued and Fionna sighed she went to the front door and looked through the peephole and saw gumball Fionna sighed he kept knocking Fionna are you there? Gumball asked Fionna looked at boo who gave a smile Fionna opened the door gumball blushed what do you need? Fionna asked well you see I um gumball said Fionna walked to her bedroom gumball followed she went behind her changing wall, well um you see it seems that I'm Marshall lee banned you from the vampire kingdom and the night-o gumball said Fionna walked out in shorts and a tank top she walked over and grabbed her combat boots hey gummybear I'm going to get my hair cut wanna come? Fionna asked what happened to your arm? Gumball asked Fionna looked at her bandaged wrist I exploring and ya know she said casually oh gumball said Fionna dragged her long hair along can you get me my scissors? Fionna asked gumball got up and got her the scissors Fionna started to cut her hair, I thought you didn't like cutting your hair gumball said no I don't care everyone else cares Fionna said I think it's a great idea boo said who was that? Gumball asked Fionna picked up boo and showed him to gumball it was boo Fionna said with a smile but her eyes were dull, hey gumball can you cut my hair? Fionna asked gumball nods he cuts her hair and Fionna thanks him Fionna might I ask why you don't care about Marshall's out lash at you? Gumball asked Fionna looked at gumball and hugged boo you wouldn't get it Fionna said get what? Gumball said gumball I love ya but if I tell you about my feelings your want to run tests on me Fionna said gumball frowned then what about cake? Gumball said cake has enough on her plate she doesn't need more Fionna said what about Marshall I do believe he'd understand gumball said me and Marshall aren't friends anymore Fionna muttered oh gumball said what about marceline? Isn't she close with you? Gumball asked no she's close with rippley Fionna said turning herself to Ripley gumball nods if you want to talk to me I'll just listen I promise I won't run tests on you gumball said no it's okay you have a kingdom to run you don't need my stupid problems too Fionna said gumball couldn't help but feel like Fionna needed to say her feelings, I'm your friend Fionna, you can talk to me gumball said do you ever feel like everyone has caught happiness and it was just given to them but your happiness is just teasing you dangling just above you you can almost touch it and grab it but it just to far Fionna asked uh no gumball said Fionna sighs and nods I figured you'd say that Fionna said do you remember when my arm was ripped off? Fionna asked gumball nods after I punched you I felt nothing Fionna said gumball nods I liked feeling something better then that it was like I already had died Fionna said I ended up kissing a bunch of princes to try and feel something Fionna said gumball blushed and I ended up making out with lsp Fionna adds and laughs gumball joins in Fionna lays back on her bed gumball Fionna said yes? Gumball said I'm lost Fionna said what do you mean? Gumball asked Fionna looked at him her eyes begged for help, nothing Fionna said with a small smile gumball nods and smiles Fionna starts thinking what if she's never going to be good enough she started to hyperventilate Fionna calm down boo said you're perfect just the way you are boo said Fionna calm down boo said gumball hugged Fionna, Fionna calmed down a bit and cried she laughed I'm so weak, I'm crying in front of the guy I used to save Fionna said your crying in front if your friend Fionna I'm not judging you gumball said he hugged her tighter, Marshall walked through the door and looked at the sight and got angry but didn't let it show, he growled at them and picked up Fionna I wish for all your pictures of my son Marshall said Fionna had a dull facial expression on, twirled her fingers and most of the pictures in her house was gone she had it in a small pack she gave it to Marshall it became huge even he couldn't fly with it he growled at her she gave a sad look, Marshall looked at her arm and back at her and walked away Fionna hugged a small doll and rocked back and forth crying she ran to the bathroom and shut and locked the door Fionna in wrapped her bandaged arm and cut it she took out all her pain on her own body Fionna? Are you ok? Gumball said yeah I'm just changing my bandage Fionna replied she cleaned up her arm and hid the blade, and came out the smell of blood hit gumball like a brick he looked worried at Fionna she shrugged I picked the scab it was a gusher Fionna lied gumball nods I'm going to take a walk gummy you can go home Fionna said gumball shook his head I wish to stay with you if that's ok he said I don't think flame princess will be pleased if she finds out you wish to stay over at my house Fionna said I'm fine man Fionna lied I have boo she said boo rubbed himself on her legs, gumball nodded I'll check on you later gumball said Fionna nods gumball leaves and Fionna holds her doll hey boo Fionna said yeah? Boo said can I talk to you? Fionna asked book walks over to her and sits down boo I'm sad I'm really really sad Fionna said I I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, I feel like such a failure Fionna said crying I wish I was never born why was I born anyway? All I do is burden everyone around me Fionna said I'm lost everyone has someone related to them by blood but me Fionna said cake has Joshua and mom Marshall has Hannah raven has Marshall gumball has his dad marceline has her dad and all my blood family is dead or that woman that called herself my mom is off glop-knows-where Fionna said