Toxic and in Love

Update

Heyy y'all. Omg thank you for everyone who read this book. I know some of you probably wanna know where I am. I have a journal I write to the people in this book they can't read, if everyone wants me to post it I definitely will, I'm open to telling everyone my thoughts even if that means the people I write to reads it. I still don't talk to Emilice but recently Brody has reached out to me, I don't know if we are gonna keep talking (as friends) but I really hope we do. My best friends at the moment are Poppy and Andy. They have helped me go through so much and thank you to both of you. Echo, Parker and Annie have also been there for me along the way so thank you too.   Ok the being reached out by Brody triggered my depression because literally 4 days ago I was missing him, and now I'm sobbing thinking about how amazing he is and how I broke his heart. Y'all- he is so fucking amazing and I don't know how I could let an amazing human being go. I'd tell him to read this book but me liking Emilice took a toll on him. But he saved me from taking my life today so thank you to him too.

~ Arson