Toxic and in Love

✨Feelings✨

A/n~ this chapter was a whole text conversation so imma try and make it into a face to face conversation for more emotion and words. Also apparently in real life this happened before six flags but oh well. I'm leaving out a whole lot because I want to get to where I am now. 

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Arson's Pov ~

My alarm went off at 625am. My bus comes at 649am I've been going in person for a while now because I have a fancy paper called a 504 plan. I have to go into school today but after I get to see Emilice, I miss hanging out with her. Ever since Covid happened her parents have been limiting who can come over. My mom doesn't let me have my phone at school but I text people on my school IPad. 

                                                Brody (text messages)

                                                                                     Good morning!

                                                                                                                 Read

He did not just leave me on read. Did I do something? Did I say something? Oh... crap, damn it Avery told him. Avery is a school ish friend. Yesterday she was texting me about how she started liking her best friend. I thought about that for a while and thought and kept thinking until I believed I liked my best friend Emilice. I wasn't sure if these feelings were real yet. I was gonna wait a week to tell Brody and Emilice but Avery had to tell him. I told Avery how I felt because I trusted her and that went downhill. But they are both so amazing. 

His warmth, and his fluffy hair. Her eyes and beautiful voice. I wish I could have both. Butttttt there is a big problem... Emilice is Straight. The day went on. 

                                             BestieEeEeEeEee (Emilice text messages) 

     Hey Brody seems upset. Y'all are cute together!

                                   Oh yeah he left me on read this morning.  Some things don't work out.

Noooooooo. 🥺🥺 You'll get over this. Maybe someone else told him something happened.

                              I'm telling you Emily, Brody and I are better off friends.

This better not be because of fucking Sam, istg. You're going to break that poor boy. (Brody not Sam)

                               Sam has nothing to do with me being fine with all this.

Then what does 

                               Nothing does.

I continued on with my day trying to avoid texting Emilice. I wasn't ready to tell her how I felt, I wasn't even sure if they are real. How in the world do you tell your best friend you have feelings for them. I mean I had a small crush on Avola but this felt different. Emily caught my eye she makes me so happy and I wish I could kiss her... I- maybe this is real feelings I've only wanted to kiss Brody. Oh no I broke his heart, I didn't mean to but feelings like this can't be controlled. 

                   BestieEeEeEeEee (Emilice text messages)

You aren't telling me something Arson!

                                                Wdym? 

You both won't tell me why he is upset