Toxic and in Love

All down hill

A/n~ ...I probably shouldn't be writing this rn because I'm not in a good place but idc I need to get my feelings out. This was the 3rd worst day of my life. I'll list all 3 at the end of the book. Also remember Bold= Emilice, Annie or Brody and Not bold= Arson for texts. Don't hate on anyone, I mean I hated her for this and still do but I can never stop loving her and it's crazy as hell.  Also we have 2 conversations going on at once most of the times so it's hard

(TW, self harm)

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Arson's Pov

Thursday February 4th 7:26 am

It's morning and I'm so happy. It's hard to wake up in a good mood but I'm terrified. I'm scared she is gonna be ashamed of kissing me.

✨Bestie with Spice✨

Good morning 

Gm

How did u sleep? And what's wrong

I could feel something bad was gonna happen. Do you ever have a gut feeling that something bad was gonna happen? Well that's what I feel right now and I hate it. I just ignored it. I'm in 2nd period so study hall and I was listening to my "Thoughts" playlist. It's not a good playlist that's for sure.

8:50 am

✨Bestie with Spice✨

I'm practicing lines and it's really boring 

Ooo

Stop listening to depressing ass music

Get some pumped music 

Fineeeeeeeeeee

Hehehehe

I'm glad she is in a good mood but I'm not okay. I love her so much.

✨Bestie with Spice✨

But then my happy songs are gonna make me happy cry

Oof

*sticks tongue out* do not "oof" me missy 

You cant talk with your tongue out, missy *boops your nose*

*Tries to bite ur finger*

*pushes your forehead* try me

*scrunches my face* Bite me

*mockingly pouts* Square up!

*rolls eyes but not with attitude* I'd lose 

I'm stalking your music 😌😌

Then don't listen to YOUR happy songs 

"I WANT YOU OUT IN THE RAIN... I NEVER WANNA LEAVE YOUR SIDE, SWEAR TO NEVER LET YOU DOWN"

I think Brody is mad at me

Why?

Idk... about what he posted on his story

What did he post?

Did he take it down or can you not see it?

Does he have a private story? I saw his regular story.

It was on his regular story. The thing about song lyrics and apparently it wasn't supposed to be on his story. Which means he meant to send it to someone else. I feel like he is hiding something from me...