SS2: First Love (BTS Series #3) ✓

10 | In The Seesaw

It's been 1 month that passed. Hilarry legally changed her name into Yuri because she likes her old name better and that name reminds her of everything.

That 1 month was a glacé to her heart. She felt happiness and love again. Yoongi showered her with love, care, support and everything she could asked for. She can't believe it that she can be with Yoongi again.

But unfortunately, that 1 month was also a ride of sadness. No matter how hard they try to find their son, it went in vain. There is just something that prevents them to finding their child. Not for now, at least.

They felt sad and hurt, the fact that they wanted to become a happy family again. They just can't have it. It hurts them ofcourse, Yuri wanted to be here, to be back again but also with their child.

She knew nothing were to last forever, that everything was temporary. Back then, she just didn’t expect it all to end so soon. She was traumatized and horrified that's why she wanted to find their son as soon as possible because if ever she have to go back to where she was, at least Yoongi has a buddy, a child carrying his own blood.

"Yuri-ssi." Yoongi calls her, hugging her from behind, "Are you overthinking again?"

Yuri couldn't help it but sigh.

"Gwaenchanayo, everything is fine. Stop thinking about it, okay? We will find him soon." Yoongi tries to comfort her.

"We can't be complacent, Yoongi. What if I have a limit here? I need to move fast because I don't have any idea if I can really stay here for long." Yuri avoids eye contact because for sure she'll eventually cry.

"No, you'll be here by my side forever. We will stick together. I'll never let you leave me, again. Not now. not any soon." Yoongi places a kiss in Yuri's nape.

"Yoongi, i'm sorry to burst your bubble but what if i'm here for only a mission? To find our child so you have someone by your side, someone who will love you forever. And that someone is Riyu and not me." Yuri explains.

Yoongi is speechless, but still hug her tightly trying to remain positive.

"No, as long as we stare at the same sky, i'm okay. If ever that will really happen, I don't h-have any chooce but to set y-you free and let y-you go. And today, at this exact time, i'm happy because I had the chance to hug, kiss, hold, touch and shower you with all the love and care I could possibly give. I always wish that I hope someday I had the chance to be with you again because I wanted to see you for the last time, and it indeed came true. I'm contented, and if ever you will leave, I know you'll be in a great place and me and our son will be here with me. He will always reminds me of you." Yoongi speaks with full of his heart.

Yuri couldn't help but cry. She always wantef to be with Yoongi again, but she never know what her fate will be here as she rose to life again.

"Yoongi, what did I do to deserve someone like you?" Yuri cried.

Yoongi just smiled and continue to hug Yuri. He is in pain of course, because he always wanted to spend his whole life loving Yuri but that is his fate, he will accept it.

"When you left me, the emptiness didn’t seem so vast until I opened my eyes and saw nothing but darkness and at last I realized I was truly alone with myself and every night there was one star. A star that shined the least, brcause the day you left this world, it shined brighter than any. And that was my only comfort." Yoongi said.

Yuri couldn't help but feel sympathy for Yoongi. even if she wanted to be with him, she never know what tragedy will bring her. Even the case of her coming in this world as a living thing, and alive was unexplainable.

"When you went to the sky, I always thought that my life has no value anymore because I know I live for you, I live to love you, and I live to be with you. But then I realized that, I once live for you but you left me. So I have to find the value of my life again, then I understand that the day you left me was the day I need to live to love you forever.  Not because you left me it means I need to stop loving you, lovig you forever is the reason why i'm still alive right now." Yoongi said, completely numb. Saying all those things makes his heart feel pain and relief.

Yuri cried loudly as she constantly hear Yoongi. The love of this man for her feels so unreal. It feels so impossible but that impossible made her feel like that.

"D-do you want to go somewhere?" Yoongi breaks the long hug.

"Where?" she asks.

"Just see." Yoongi's gummy smile appears.

Yoongi quickly drag Yuri inside the car. Yuri doesn't have any idea where they are going but he let him.

"You will love it." he stated.

Yoongi started driving, and turn on the radio. So Far Away started to play.

"Yoongi, this is my favorite song of yours. I love it." Yuri confess.

"Yeah, it's calm and cool." Yoongi giggles, "This if your favorite even if I am with Suran noona?"

"W-what?! Why would I hate that song just because you are with Suran noona? Pfft!" Yuri burst out laughing.

"Okay, stop teasing."

The car stops and Yoongi smiled.

"We are here!" Yoongi informs.

Yuri look around, just to spot a playground.

"Oh." is all Yuri can say.

Yoongi ddags Yuri into the playground. Of course, they went first in the Seesaw.

"Yoongi, we have a lot of memories here in the seesaw." Yuri smiles, thousands of memories started to run over her head.

"Yep, I remember all of them. When you left me, I always go to your grave and go here next." Yoongi informs.

"I know, I was next to you the whole time." Yuri laugh and winks at him.

They both laugh, the happy moment was interrupted by a tap on Yoongi's back.

They both turn back to see a child, and a shocked expression is seen in their faces.

That face looks like Yoongi, that eyes looks like Yoongi, that lips looks like Yuri.

A boy, a six year old boy, and that is Riyu. Standing in front of them with a candy in his mouth.