The Ones We Don't See

Hope In the Night

"I'm loosing my shit. The other lads are too I know. I hear them cry every night, but I chose to not say anything because I'm usually crying to. I'm afraid. And I won't admit that because I can't. I don't need my brothers to have more worries. I'm afraid Niall is dead. I'm afraid we won't find him. But my biggest fear is that we will find him, and I won't be able to fix him. Won't be able to put all the broken parts back together. Niall is sixteen. He's a fucking child, a baby. I'm so afraid. But I have to be strong for my brothers. For Niall. I have to have hope. These nights are endless. God give us a sign. ~ Zayn"

"Nothing so far. But we won't stop looking. There are so many things I haven't said to Niall. So many things I haven't taught him. I miss him. I miss him so much. I have hope though. I know he's alive I feel it. It's 3am. All my brothers are awake I can hear them writing. But we pretend. Pretend everyone's asleep and Niall is here. But he's not. It's 3am. Niall is scared of the dark....... ~ Harry"

"Louis blames himself. Zayn is not eating. Harry misses him so so much. And me? I'm trying. I'm trying not to fall apart because my brothers already have and so I can't. But Niall is my brother too. And maybe I haven't slept in three days but that's okay. I'll rest when we find him. I'm trying. ~Liam"

"The moon, the stars, the planets, I see them, and you see them so your here. I told Niall to look up at the sky. The sky never changes. Life changes, people change, but the sky, its always there. The sky never changes. It's 3am. That's when all our demons come out. My brothers blame themselves and so do I. Look up at the sky Niall. Have hope in these endless nights. ~ Louis"